Monday, February 28, 2011
friends = bitches
bitches...
i miss you guys like crazy. my heart kept skipping a beat when i 'm thinking bout you guys.
well to be exact that our result is coming. i don't really care whether we have 13 days left or maybe 23 days left by tomorrow, we still going to make it work right ? so i 'm just going to say that whatever the results is, i still love you guys the way i did before and of course now. i know i won't get straight A's because i thought that my effort quite less than others but who knows? if my almighty , Allah the greatest wanted me, myself and I to achieved it, what can i say bout that. but i don't really care actually ...
i admire my friends a lot and to be frank, i looked up to them like the way to express life.
i wanna say that friends in boarding school and regular school are quite difference rather they being called as friends but our bond are much tighter. we know each other feelings, crush just more than favorite foods or drinks.
1) we do hug
2) we help each other when we are in trouble
3) we dance like there is no tomorrow
4) we share our food
5) we do stupid things like dancing in SAL room and recorded it on our phone during
SPM days
6) we share our maggi (instant noodles) together berbungkus2
7) we do stupid stuff
8) we cry together
9) we insulted or meng-drop together
10) we gossip bout a lot of stuff togethes
P/S : bitches .. i miss you call me when you need me and you know what ? i'll be there for you ~
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Updates!
Daddy .. can you buy me this ...
so bitches !
what's up with you guys ? i miss u and now i wonder, if i could get someone to love me right the way i love you and i mean i really love you like you never did before . i just call my bitch a few minutes ago talkin bout life and he said the he hardly gets a holiday since there's a guy drop off work and quit so they lack of guys and me what bout me myself and i like bored to death maybe i will die of boredom by the way next salary is coming and i wanna get a lomo camera . i m fallin for this stuff lomography is sweet baby sweeter than ever..
i WANT one!!
What's up bitch ?
i wanna say this : i love you!
blogging is a way to express your fucking feelings aite ? so don't you guys think that a blog post won't need any comments whether you like it or not ? so to be frank i just wanna say to Jigabellamyorke.
She post it on my facebook...
Thursday, February 24, 2011
-besties-
bitches...
my besties, my love
i' m tired of living these days felt like dying and no so happy like for real..i guess i need a psychiatrist or i need a doctor to hug me like for real. maybe i don't have what Jigabellamyorke have i mean the cute one but i know how it felt when you watch someone from far away and satisfied with it. i mean i knew that okay. like sometimes when that person is very near i just make havoc just to get attention like omg am i so stupid for love you ? that much
well i bet life would not end up like a movies right. Jigabellamyorke have the same dream as me like you met someone but not as planned as it did happens like it just did. you know what i mean right. it so movie love but what i can i do. i can't help it!. love is in the air i guess -jiwangs gediks-
P/S: What hurts the most ??
When that person just don't recoqnize you?
When they don't know how i felt bout you ?
When you never love me like you did before?
When we hope but its so not goin to happen ?
but you know what just screw them ..i got my life to rock on and i will be in the right path someday somehow . so Jigabellamyorke relationship goes bad i mean always go bad but love does not need rush just take your freaking time and enjoy you fucking life!
"calm your tits" and don't lose your fucking Vagina! - you know what i mean rite .. just live your life. -luan legacy- youtube
-you're gorgeous, you don't need someone to show you that- aite ?
love Yuna.
my besties, my love
i' m tired of living these days felt like dying and no so happy like for real..i guess i need a psychiatrist or i need a doctor to hug me like for real. maybe i don't have what Jigabellamyorke have i mean the cute one but i know how it felt when you watch someone from far away and satisfied with it. i mean i knew that okay. like sometimes when that person is very near i just make havoc just to get attention like omg am i so stupid for love you ? that much
well i bet life would not end up like a movies right. Jigabellamyorke have the same dream as me like you met someone but not as planned as it did happens like it just did. you know what i mean right. it so movie love but what i can i do. i can't help it!. love is in the air i guess -jiwangs gediks-
P/S: What hurts the most ??
When that person just don't recoqnize you?
When they don't know how i felt bout you ?
When you never love me like you did before?
When we hope but its so not goin to happen ?
but you know what just screw them ..i got my life to rock on and i will be in the right path someday somehow . so Jigabellamyorke relationship goes bad i mean always go bad but love does not need rush just take your freaking time and enjoy you fucking life!
"calm your tits" and don't lose your fucking Vagina! - you know what i mean rite .. just live your life. -luan legacy- youtube
-you're gorgeous, you don't need someone to show you that- aite ?
love Yuna.
Drama
so bitches ...
what's up ? so quite a long time i had not blogging because i been busy come on bitch trust me really busy.. so i just can't believe yesterday my besties Miss Jigabellamyorke invite me to go to mid valley with farieha and atiqah so that first bright morning i was so happy because i was so damn bored in my new freaking big house that was not full with people. my mom drove me to Bandar Tasik Selatan the lrt station then fariha's dad fetch me to go to atiqah's house which started a drama like real. what can i say! so then we went to mid like usual flash some bitchy pictures in the Alphard then we're like so hungry and went to Kenny's because jiga said that it was nice and it is indeed nice but not so full i mean i was not full because 1/4 of chicken is not enough babe ! i tell y'all so not enough i guess ineed to eat half of that damn chicken. Jiga's being nice because soing some arte de jigabellamyorke studios like very sweet thou. my day cannot be full as we play the bowling but not so fun because we did not enjoy as much as i did with my bitch Shafiq Hamidon and Shah because we ain't gonna care what people say! just screw damn bitches! then the drama's hit again but it so hard to tell because i was there and watching a gurl being just satisfied with just watching someone she loved from far really touch my feeling because i know how she felt and i been there .... i been falling in love with a lot of guys .. wait wait i mean gurls for real okay ~ngee!
like for real sex orientation is not needed ! not for real! then we head back home and i stuck at the freaking SLOW Keretapi Tanah Melayu as i was so fucked up like tin sardin and i saw berok in that train i mean DAMN ! what's he doing here ?? but so what i don't care as long as the skinnies is on i know i 'm hot !
what's up ? so quite a long time i had not blogging because i been busy come on bitch trust me really busy.. so i just can't believe yesterday my besties Miss Jigabellamyorke invite me to go to mid valley with farieha and atiqah so that first bright morning i was so happy because i was so damn bored in my new freaking big house that was not full with people. my mom drove me to Bandar Tasik Selatan the lrt station then fariha's dad fetch me to go to atiqah's house which started a drama like real. what can i say! so then we went to mid like usual flash some bitchy pictures in the Alphard then we're like so hungry and went to Kenny's because jiga said that it was nice and it is indeed nice but not so full i mean i was not full because 1/4 of chicken is not enough babe ! i tell y'all so not enough i guess ineed to eat half of that damn chicken. Jiga's being nice because soing some arte de jigabellamyorke studios like very sweet thou. my day cannot be full as we play the bowling but not so fun because we did not enjoy as much as i did with my bitch Shafiq Hamidon and Shah because we ain't gonna care what people say! just screw damn bitches! then the drama's hit again but it so hard to tell because i was there and watching a gurl being just satisfied with just watching someone she loved from far really touch my feeling because i know how she felt and i been there .... i been falling in love with a lot of guys .. wait wait i mean gurls for real okay ~ngee!
like for real sex orientation is not needed ! not for real! then we head back home and i stuck at the freaking SLOW Keretapi Tanah Melayu as i was so fucked up like tin sardin and i saw berok in that train i mean DAMN ! what's he doing here ?? but so what i don't care as long as the skinnies is on i know i 'm hot !
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
jar of hearts
And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
-Christina Perri- Jar of hearts
bitch!
i can't sleep ... kept thinking of what is goin to happen i mean i really can't sleep . my heart keep pounding and i need somebody to hug me and tell me that everything is just goin to be fine.i need someone to hold me tight while i m crying out loud and my heart can't said anything anymore since that secret . Jigabellamyorke this is not "gelabah" post okay i m posting how i felt because i don't wanna live a life like this . sad and i can say that my temptation is begging me to slip away my heart kept skipped a beat in a different way i felt ashamed of myself but you know what i just wanna sleep for while . sleep from all this darkness and maybe sleep forever so i do not face this world anymore
Allah pls help me i beg you
i can't sleep ... kept thinking of what is goin to happen i mean i really can't sleep . my heart keep pounding and i need somebody to hug me and tell me that everything is just goin to be fine.i need someone to hold me tight while i m crying out loud and my heart can't said anything anymore since that secret . Jigabellamyorke this is not "gelabah" post okay i m posting how i felt because i don't wanna live a life like this . sad and i can say that my temptation is begging me to slip away my heart kept skipped a beat in a different way i felt ashamed of myself but you know what i just wanna sleep for while . sleep from all this darkness and maybe sleep forever so i do not face this world anymore
Allah pls help me i beg you
it just a dream
i was thinking bout you
i was thinking bout me
i 'm thinking bout us
what it's goin to be
and i opened my eyes
and it only just a dream
-Sam Tsui-youtube
i was thinking bout me
i 'm thinking bout us
what it's goin to be
and i opened my eyes
and it only just a dream
-Sam Tsui-youtube
bitches...
i wanna apologize for the short post and there is a particular reason for that i mean i' m like crying out loud and my heart could not bear it anymore. i realized that life is not perfect full with hypocrites and people pretending that everything was fine but actually its not. a secret been told from my loved ones and i believe that is my only one that i really care because that particular person really do face a lot of problem and challenge and i could not understand why people that have or quite living with it cannot accept that person for what that particular person really is why ? the question is why ? i really respect you and when i do know bout you i m embarrassed and ashamed because i why are you doing this to me ? i wanna cry and i tell you what i lost my respects towards you i remember the moments you help in some ways but i realized its all fake and by watching that person shook and cried in front of me telling how it felt ? i realised it was only just a dream ~ to that person live your life and i ll start to pray to god because of you i mean i love you and i really do and i just don't know what to do i mean i wanna be there for you and hold you tight when you face problems and i tell you what i ll be there for you
" i let my feeling bare out from my naked chest " Yuna
P/S : How am i goin to sleep ? because everything is slippin away
i wanna apologize for the short post and there is a particular reason for that i mean i' m like crying out loud and my heart could not bear it anymore. i realized that life is not perfect full with hypocrites and people pretending that everything was fine but actually its not. a secret been told from my loved ones and i believe that is my only one that i really care because that particular person really do face a lot of problem and challenge and i could not understand why people that have or quite living with it cannot accept that person for what that particular person really is why ? the question is why ? i really respect you and when i do know bout you i m embarrassed and ashamed because i why are you doing this to me ? i wanna cry and i tell you what i lost my respects towards you i remember the moments you help in some ways but i realized its all fake and by watching that person shook and cried in front of me telling how it felt ? i realised it was only just a dream ~ to that person live your life and i ll start to pray to god because of you i mean i love you and i really do and i just don't know what to do i mean i wanna be there for you and hold you tight when you face problems and i tell you what i ll be there for you
" i let my feeling bare out from my naked chest " Yuna
P/S : How am i goin to sleep ? because everything is slippin away
Stuckstill memoirs
so bitches i' m so back in cheras like i said on Thursday and a lot of memories came back to me i mean really really came back to me like damn! i miss my old house like i live there for 15 years to be exactly . i love there the surrounding the neighborhood
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Off to Cheras...
So bitches ...
i'm at cheras all ready i mean my old house goin to stay at my beloved Kak min's house anyway got a funky ride with my cousin noin zaharuddin and i bet kelisa was so fast just now laugh out loud. so i'm kinda shock because i heard the SPM result is goin to be released out this 28th of February and i m telling the truth that i was not so prepared to faced all of the catastrophe right ! i m kinda regret but at the same time Jigabellamyorke told me that "it already been printed and not much that you can do babe" so i thought that jiga was telling the right thing and i think in my own freaking brain said that it will be just fine okay ( nak sedapkan hati la weyh ) i will try to accept whatever the result is because i think i really worked my ass off last year and i leave it all to god. And the practical reason for that is because i knew that Alla swt had prepared something for me and my future and i shouldn't hesitate and just accept the fate and of course i want to apologize to my parents if i get bead result "sorry pa and ma " i done my best but it looks like its not my turn yet..
P/S: wanna know what the freaking animal got merentas desa tomorrow so get your but ass off okie run don glide nor slide hahahaha u deserve it okay! and you know what i'm finished my obsession towards him already i mean i really can live without him ..maybe deep down in my heart i am ready who knows ??
love Yuna
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
New beginnings
so bitches the duchessi was so freaking bored yesterday so i decided to start designing back and i can't believe my passion is still there and my skill for designing is like being "refreshed" click2 i' m on it baby so this just a random sketch of it anyway my hand was like drawing like a pro i know right anyway thanks for the support from my frens and the good improving comments on face book which i really need it and i felt appreciated. so this think will really help me to to forget bout that freakin animal and by the way i really not obsessed with him anymore since i really like near to god i mean my god really listening to me i bileive in him and every single seconds and whenever i wanna or i felt like doin somethin i think of him first which was good right ??? so that was my day instead of like visiting my baby "Zaara" and eating ayamas daa haha i think my diet is so not okay! sorry to jigabellamyorke i called u mok while we just looked the same and by the way being fat it does not matter anyway bacause god makes no mistake for creating us this way i mean like for real this is me i m exactly where i m supposed to be ! it depends on you to accept me or not ... i m just the way i am - bruno baby
with Love,
Yuna
with Love,
Yuna
Monday, February 14, 2011
From here and now on ....
okay fierce bitches
for the first time i still like kinda pissed but i know the quote "man propose, god disposes"
i have to be patience in whatever i m doing and i m going to do with my life but to be frank i realized that i m not going anywhere actually. watching people moved on with their life make me wanna do the same but of course i can't do it alone rite ? thanks to my own passionate driven to change ....i changed a lil bit with my life since i kept thinking first before i' m doin anything . so like today i went to JJ with my mom catching some stuff since JJ Maluri got sale ! daa since when JJ tak pernah "tak buat sale kan2" so i thought i wanna find something nice for my 3rd bro for his 25th birthday this upcoming Wednesday so i run and walk and i found this gorgeous purple strip like a working shirt i think haha long sleeve that might suit him kalo tak pegila tuka sendiri since die bagi tempoh 2 weeks bebeh! and i accompany my mom nak carik stuff before die pegi morroco this 13teen march ! so she bought shoes kinda high but not really and a few cardigans daa who said my mom can't wear cardigan ???
before
me: ala mak nie beli jerla 2 RM 19 hengget je pon nak berkire
mom: yeler ...
after
mom: ha! ko jgn ingat ko je bole pakai cardigan.... mak pon dah ade tau
me: ye lah makkkk!!! (annoyed face)
then makan kat food court like i ate a lot actually rindu plak kan since JJ so dekat with my house dulu so JJ is like "my toilet" bak kate my cousins la ...then i bought 2 sets of Tako Tao ohhh sedapnye ..... my mom makan then muntahkan balek hahahah hanyir lah tuee huhu sorry mummy
so anyway i still have a good day with my mom and i keep being grateful to god because she is "my mom" love u mak !
haha by the way to continue that shout out
-From here and now on i ll be your Commander- Kelly Rowland
i don't give a damn and i don't care actually .... to tired with stupid promises that cannot be kept and i m not desperate okay.. i just miss my bitches ! hope you understand that and god willing well meet someday ~
Your fierce Yuna
i have to be patience in whatever i m doing and i m going to do with my life but to be frank i realized that i m not going anywhere actually. watching people moved on with their life make me wanna do the same but of course i can't do it alone rite ? thanks to my own passionate driven to change ....i changed a lil bit with my life since i kept thinking first before i' m doin anything . so like today i went to JJ with my mom catching some stuff since JJ Maluri got sale ! daa since when JJ tak pernah "tak buat sale kan2" so i thought i wanna find something nice for my 3rd bro for his 25th birthday this upcoming Wednesday so i run and walk and i found this gorgeous purple strip like a working shirt i think haha long sleeve that might suit him kalo tak pegila tuka sendiri since die bagi tempoh 2 weeks bebeh! and i accompany my mom nak carik stuff before die pegi morroco this 13teen march ! so she bought shoes kinda high but not really and a few cardigans daa who said my mom can't wear cardigan ???
before
me: ala mak nie beli jerla 2 RM 19 hengget je pon nak berkire
mom: yeler ...
after
mom: ha! ko jgn ingat ko je bole pakai cardigan.... mak pon dah ade tau
me: ye lah makkkk!!! (annoyed face)
then makan kat food court like i ate a lot actually rindu plak kan since JJ so dekat with my house dulu so JJ is like "my toilet" bak kate my cousins la ...then i bought 2 sets of Tako Tao ohhh sedapnye ..... my mom makan then muntahkan balek hahahah hanyir lah tuee huhu sorry mummy
so anyway i still have a good day with my mom and i keep being grateful to god because she is "my mom" love u mak !
haha by the way to continue that shout out
-From here and now on i ll be your Commander- Kelly Rowland
i don't give a damn and i don't care actually .... to tired with stupid promises that cannot be kept and i m not desperate okay.. i just miss my bitches ! hope you understand that and god willing well meet someday ~
Your fierce Yuna
to JIgaBellaMyorke :
its okay la takpe tak kesahpon actually because i really have a good quality time with my mom!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
i' m all about him
bitches! talkin bout all bout him him him ... i mean her! whatever it just a song it does not cares bout my fucking sex orientation so anyway i just can't sleep i got bad headache after that long freaking hair haha whatever at last i cut my hair for desperate measure since my scalp is still in bad condition what can i do ?? someone plss tell me !! anyway nothin interesting happened this week like bored to death hahah love you guys
with love
Yuna
with love
Yuna
Thursday, February 10, 2011
Born this way
I'M BEAUTIFUL IN MY WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY
'CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES
I'M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY
I WAS BORN THIS WAY
talking bout born this way - Lady Gaga LOL!
it supposed to be out by today i mean another 12 hours i checked on the freaking ladygaga.com . Anyway recenlt i pose bout being someone different and i think the changes is really good .i cant believe when you did something good u felt good bout yourself for the first time i' m smiling thinking bout what i been doing and i realised i really got some issues with myself or maybe i m depressed with my life and i been hiding it for myself and not wanted people to listen it haha ! anyway i am a very secretive person okay haha LOL by the way i really love myself and talking to god asking for the almighty to listen to your problem is really helping .... i m happy for the first time i said
i m fierce
i m happy
i m born this way baby
it supposed to be out by today i mean another 12 hours i checked on the freaking ladygaga.com . Anyway recenlt i pose bout being someone different and i think the changes is really good .i cant believe when you did something good u felt good bout yourself for the first time i' m smiling thinking bout what i been doing and i realised i really got some issues with myself or maybe i m depressed with my life and i been hiding it for myself and not wanted people to listen it haha ! anyway i am a very secretive person okay haha LOL by the way i really love myself and talking to god asking for the almighty to listen to your problem is really helping .... i m happy for the first time i said
i m fierce
i m happy
i m born this way baby
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Cancelled
so supposed arini ade outing ngan Jiga and Farieha n Atiqah but sadly at 5 . 37 or something in the freaking morning miss Jigabellamyorke text kate die sorri cuz die tak boleh ikut katenye ade hal haha i m was like so freaking shock cuz aku dah lame mengidam nak kluar but what can i do ..... i knew kalo jiga tak pegi of course farieha and atiqah pon tak pegi so senang cite outing kedua ku direject sekali lagi ! aku dah malas nak kluar with frens buat saket aty jer so senang cite aku nak kluar ngan my beloved mommy YAY! haha
i love my mum and let gone mom!
i love my mum and let gone mom!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
picture perfect
Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time
well i been thinking a lot lately ...and its kinda hurt but if i don't decide it now i m gonna be drop dead gorgeous . its kinda weird for posting my own pictures don't you think ?? but i think i m goin to talk bout me , myself and i ...
for some particular reasons it's time for me to think bout my self it's been quite a long time i been insecure with myself thinking that is people around me goin to accept of who i am really ?? will they still be frens with me ?? would my parents be disappointed if i don't get straight A 's ?? what i m going to do with my life ?? why i ' m not confidence with i am ?? this is me ..i have to accept what god had created ME! and ME!
my best friend Shafiq Hamidon ! well my Bitch ~ngee!! post me a video from luan legacy (you should check it on Youtube) bout this guy talking ghetto although he is a freaking Asian! he loves who he is and he is practically gay but he said Wtf bitch i don't care what you guys wanna say bout me i m just who i am i am ME i m not FAKE !
FAKE is kinda a issue for me since my driving teacher said that i m kinda fake i been ego kinda .. if u recognize if someone teach me something i will nodded like okay babe " i got this " but actually i got nothing in my mind because i been insecure with myself actually..i don't wanna somebody to say
"ish lembab nye budak nie ! bende senang pon tak boleh dapat "
"ish kenape bdk ni pakai mcm nie dahla gemuk ! pastu mcm pondan pulak tue "
'ish ape masalah die nie suke buat muke "
i been hearing a lot of comments bout myself lately ! i mean now ! pun still the same i mean after school in SASER pun its still the same but after knowing some friends who willingly to accept myself for just who i am ..right now like JIgabellamyorke , my bitches you know who you are , Allan Seijutsu , Farieha , Nuril , Arina the persons that love me for just who i am its a lot actually thanks to all my frens i love you all .. its time for me to change be the hot confidence person that i ll ever wanted
so if a person say something about me i m just goin to say
"WTF!!" nobody asked for your fucking opinion ?? nobody asked you to be born ??
i m goin to love myself more !
i m goin to appreciate myself more !
i am who i am !
i m goin to live fabulous-ly !
i m goin to love my frens and my family more!
i m goin to appreciate my frens more!
i m goin to get that freaking license !
i m goin to study chemistry and fashion after this !
i m goin to do what i love!
i m gonna love god more (insya-Allah)
i m goin to be confidence
i m goin to be fierce
i m goin to be HOT!
i m goin to be me myself and i !
this is me ... if you don't like so go and fucked up i don't freaking care !
i don't give a damn because you not even worth it !
P/S : to the person or i called it animal who lives in the sea and the freaking sand ! thanks for making me felt bad the entire last month and last year but i don't care about you anymore ... because you are so blur and damn stupid who do chemical equation using the letter I ! at least i love my chemistry ! daa so bitches i love you all!
Thanks for being with me for my freaking 18teen years of my life ~ ngee !
I LOVE YOU BITCHES !! I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!
for some particular reasons it's time for me to think bout my self it's been quite a long time i been insecure with myself thinking that is people around me goin to accept of who i am really ?? will they still be frens with me ?? would my parents be disappointed if i don't get straight A 's ?? what i m going to do with my life ?? why i ' m not confidence with i am ?? this is me ..i have to accept what god had created ME! and ME!
my best friend Shafiq Hamidon ! well my Bitch ~ngee!! post me a video from luan legacy (you should check it on Youtube) bout this guy talking ghetto although he is a freaking Asian! he loves who he is and he is practically gay but he said Wtf bitch i don't care what you guys wanna say bout me i m just who i am i am ME i m not FAKE !
FAKE is kinda a issue for me since my driving teacher said that i m kinda fake i been ego kinda .. if u recognize if someone teach me something i will nodded like okay babe " i got this " but actually i got nothing in my mind because i been insecure with myself actually..i don't wanna somebody to say
"ish lembab nye budak nie ! bende senang pon tak boleh dapat "
"ish kenape bdk ni pakai mcm nie dahla gemuk ! pastu mcm pondan pulak tue "
'ish ape masalah die nie suke buat muke "
i been hearing a lot of comments bout myself lately ! i mean now ! pun still the same i mean after school in SASER pun its still the same but after knowing some friends who willingly to accept myself for just who i am ..right now like JIgabellamyorke , my bitches you know who you are , Allan Seijutsu , Farieha , Nuril , Arina the persons that love me for just who i am its a lot actually thanks to all my frens i love you all .. its time for me to change be the hot confidence person that i ll ever wanted
so if a person say something about me i m just goin to say
"WTF!!" nobody asked for your fucking opinion ?? nobody asked you to be born ??
i m goin to love myself more !
i m goin to appreciate myself more !
i am who i am !
i m goin to live fabulous-ly !
i m goin to love my frens and my family more!
i m goin to appreciate my frens more!
i m goin to get that freaking license !
i m goin to study chemistry and fashion after this !
i m goin to do what i love!
i m gonna love god more (insya-Allah)
i m goin to be confidence
i m goin to be fierce
i m goin to be HOT!
i m goin to be me myself and i !
this is me ... if you don't like so go and fucked up i don't freaking care !
i don't give a damn because you not even worth it !
P/S : to the person or i called it animal who lives in the sea and the freaking sand ! thanks for making me felt bad the entire last month and last year but i don't care about you anymore ... because you are so blur and damn stupid who do chemical equation using the letter I ! at least i love my chemistry ! daa so bitches i love you all!
Thanks for being with me for my freaking 18teen years of my life ~ ngee !
I LOVE YOU BITCHES !! I LOVE YOU FRIENDS!
Monday, February 7, 2011
week off driving ~
so talking bout my driving classes ....
this week i felt like i really wanna have fun with my frens ! enjoy every single moments i have well i guess until i stayed alive daa! so talkin this week is driving free .. i 'm very lazy to stress myself on driving so senang cite this week just nak have a blast with jiga n farieha and all my frens then get back serious to driving with my pak cik JO love you pak cik okay !
this week i felt like i really wanna have fun with my frens ! enjoy every single moments i have well i guess until i stayed alive daa! so talkin this week is driving free .. i 'm very lazy to stress myself on driving so senang cite this week just nak have a blast with jiga n farieha and all my frens then get back serious to driving with my pak cik JO love you pak cik okay !
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Thinking of you
right now at the moment ... i can't stop thinking of you
"cause when i' m with him ...i am thinking of you
thinking of you what would you do
if you were the one who were spending the night
i wish i was the one who look into "
thinking of you what would you do
if you were the one who were spending the night
i wish i was the one who look into "
i know we just not meant to be together ... but i want too i still love you thou :p
watching your excitement and joy was the best thing ever happened to me .
looking at you from far away was a quite satisfaction for me and watching you go away was a heartbreaking moments for me but what could i do ? i questioned you ... would you die for me or would you catch a grenade for me ? The answer would be a freaking NO! because i know you for a long time ... i know what are you doing now . But do u even care on how do i felt about you i just have to let you go i guess ..
oh come on stop being luvvy duvvy Yuna ! get you life straight ~
Laugh Out Loud and Live Your Life
By the way ... i was not talking bout that person okay ! Geez!
Hiatus Bitches~ i was talking bout this
can't wait to see new glee episode 11 season 2 "Thriller"
you know how i felt right .... i' m a GLEEK
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Nothin Much ~
okie bitches~
so talkin bout yesterday and today...... nothin much since baby zaara dah balek sunyi pulak rumah rinduenye -_-" haha la kan! what can i do damn! i think i m more near to god and i really pray a lot to him so he could blessed me n keeping faith was the best thing eva
talkin bout dat person ...i think i could managed to control my obsession on or towards that person already since i don't really care bout him anymore walaweyh "" so that's it
love Yuna " bitch u are the most biatch
so talkin bout yesterday and today...... nothin much since baby zaara dah balek sunyi pulak rumah rinduenye -_-" haha la kan! what can i do damn! i think i m more near to god and i really pray a lot to him so he could blessed me n keeping faith was the best thing eva
talkin bout dat person ...i think i could managed to control my obsession on or towards that person already since i don't really care bout him anymore walaweyh "" so that's it
love Yuna " bitch u are the most biatch
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Changes
So raise your glass if you are wrong
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
In all the right ways
All my underdogs, we will never be, never be
Anything but loud
And nitty gritty dirty little freaks
Won't you come on, and come on, and
Raise your glass
i don't know why this song kept playing in my head lately ..... for some particular reasons i manage to hear a few compliments about myself thru al this years of study-ing , n study-ing i rralized that i was FAKE! yes ... totaly Fake! i m not plastic but packed with it i guess~ ngee!
how to start bout this freaking conversation .... well of course i wondered why i don't even recognized who am i anymore . i don't even enjoy my life to the fullest cuz i don't really know on what i been doing haha me but what the fuck! i wanna change but what can i do well i just need a help i guess . after been transferred to Saser i thought i can meet real frens which i did but i still unable to figure what or who am i and what i m goin to do with my life !!
i wanna be kind ..
i wanna be sweet ...
i wanna be nice ...
not to be devour by the devil's temptation ...
and be noticed !
i don't wanna hide under someone's shadow any longer
i believe that if i got the spirit to do something..... and encouragement ~ for sure i can do anything that i wanna do !
love Yuna
how to start bout this freaking conversation .... well of course i wondered why i don't even recognized who am i anymore . i don't even enjoy my life to the fullest cuz i don't really know on what i been doing haha me but what the fuck! i wanna change but what can i do well i just need a help i guess . after been transferred to Saser i thought i can meet real frens which i did but i still unable to figure what or who am i and what i m goin to do with my life !!
i wanna be kind ..
i wanna be sweet ...
i wanna be nice ...
not to be devour by the devil's temptation ...
and be noticed !
i don't wanna hide under someone's shadow any longer
i believe that if i got the spirit to do something..... and encouragement ~ for sure i can do anything that i wanna do !
love Yuna
Ikea Curve
skinny bitches~ ngee!
talkin bout skinny why ?? wtf ?? why skinny?
well today my sis in law brought tome to ikea + the curve .... at first mmg mls nak pegi cuz gaji tak masuk lagi and the best thing is duet takde haha! but she treat me for two skinny-es babe ! worth Rm 100 and enjoying ikean's best meatball and currypuff damn! i was full! anyway that's the updates and i m doing good with god lately i will try my best okay and still i chat with that damn animal but more as a fren!!! walaweyh there's nothing between us okay!
love Yuna!
talkin bout skinny why ?? wtf ?? why skinny?
well today my sis in law brought tome to ikea + the curve .... at first mmg mls nak pegi cuz gaji tak masuk lagi and the best thing is duet takde haha! but she treat me for two skinny-es babe ! worth Rm 100 and enjoying ikean's best meatball and currypuff damn! i was full! anyway that's the updates and i m doing good with god lately i will try my best okay and still i chat with that damn animal but more as a fren!!! walaweyh there's nothing between us okay!
love Yuna!
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Cute :p
talking bout cute this one is very damn cute!
its my new niece : Nur Zaara Saffiyah
i know right ....cuter than that person i loved before haha wtf!
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Baby Gurl + Broken Heart
Fierce Bitches!
so yesterday was so unexpected ... my sis in law just had a labour at 7.14pm in 1 February 2011 Gosh! finally i dah jadi uncle iman!! wtf???
and lots of things happen yesterday not in real accident but a lot in my mind ...
i decided to not like being obsessed with that person anymore and start living my life happily like i have to enjoy my holidays while i still can okay! i don't wanna waste my moments and just have fun with it like Jigabellamyorke said : just go with the flow!
i wanna go to god and seeking forgiveness cuz i think its the time and i thought its the time i have to think before i m going to do something okay! i had a recent chat with that person last night as a symbol of goodbye asking stupid question haha! but i realized maybe the person got some issues with me! maybe he don't likes me n he hated me n i don't know cuz it seems like that person annoyed when he chat with me i mean i text a lot but that person replied with only a few sentence believe me its really really small!
i kinda hated it but whatever! what i hate the most is when that person talk to my schoolmates and the schoolmates ask stupid question too but he replied with great answers i mean the long ones okay! whatafuck is that i always thought i m better than that one okay! got me okay! fierce !
so i wanna apologize to Shah Muhammad and Shafiq Hamidon for not believing u guys and i wanna change my life cuz its mine and its not urs Stupid animal! i m just goin to live my life ~ happily and wish u well and doing great in school cuz i know u are smart but think stupidly okey dokey!
so that it guys i m goin to appreciate every single one of you cuz i knew you love me just the way i are and not that freaking person! okay! i love you and i m goin to make a change okay trust me insya-Allah!
(T)hree words are goin to make my life become worst!
so yesterday was so unexpected ... my sis in law just had a labour at 7.14pm in 1 February 2011 Gosh! finally i dah jadi uncle iman!! wtf???
and lots of things happen yesterday not in real accident but a lot in my mind ...
i decided to not like being obsessed with that person anymore and start living my life happily like i have to enjoy my holidays while i still can okay! i don't wanna waste my moments and just have fun with it like Jigabellamyorke said : just go with the flow!
i wanna go to god and seeking forgiveness cuz i think its the time and i thought its the time i have to think before i m going to do something okay! i had a recent chat with that person last night as a symbol of goodbye asking stupid question haha! but i realized maybe the person got some issues with me! maybe he don't likes me n he hated me n i don't know cuz it seems like that person annoyed when he chat with me i mean i text a lot but that person replied with only a few sentence believe me its really really small!
i kinda hated it but whatever! what i hate the most is when that person talk to my schoolmates and the schoolmates ask stupid question too but he replied with great answers i mean the long ones okay! whatafuck is that i always thought i m better than that one okay! got me okay! fierce !
so i wanna apologize to Shah Muhammad and Shafiq Hamidon for not believing u guys and i wanna change my life cuz its mine and its not urs Stupid animal! i m just goin to live my life ~ happily and wish u well and doing great in school cuz i know u are smart but think stupidly okey dokey!
so that it guys i m goin to appreciate every single one of you cuz i knew you love me just the way i are and not that freaking person! okay! i love you and i m goin to make a change okay trust me insya-Allah!
(T)hree words are goin to make my life become worst!
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