Friday, December 30, 2011

In another life...



Sorry, is the only words i can say right now for not posting after a long time.
Life is to busy and time is running out.
It's just do it or die.
But in love, and i wish that in another life i would be your girl

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

The Scientist

This one is my girlfriend(literally). My besties for how many years allready, i malas nak count because i wanted the friendship to goes on hingga ke anak cucu"alahai noqss


Fyi, This is so not Ak. This one is a Bitch, the one as my support system, my backbone that always have my back. Love you bitch! #midonmoment


#now playing - The Scientist (Coldplay)

I guess this is the definition of love, bebeh

"Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard"



Hell yea i'm moved on i guess, kinda. It's sad of course but still i'm missing my Ak for sure. Of couse with his tainted smile and my tainted heart, i m melting baby. Okay enough about Ak, if talk more about it, tears will shed upon my cheeks and i will suicide literally.

So, that's my life!

This week main event! :

> Driving class in Thursday
> QTI in Saturday
> Raya Haji in Sunday

So, please pray for me! i want a driving license hahaha!


Love Yuna.




Saturday, October 29, 2011

Heartless

As we get older, wiser and hotter.. aite jiga?

Well i know it's been a while since my last posting.
Assalamualaikum.

From my point of view, i think that finishing your holiday is harder than i thought it would be as i felt lifeless every single day and my routine is getting boring. What should i do then ?

My passion for designing is not going so well because maybe i don't think i do have the time to sketch all the way while keeping Zaara's company throughout the day. i'm kinda pity at my mom since she have to take care Zaara. Like 10 minutes with Zaara, you thought it would be interesting because she is so cute, haha i tell you what, she is becoming a DIVA (tgkla uncle dia kan) become a nanny or having a child its not easy but watching how my mom do it, i did learned how she was very optimistic and patience and brave enough to have me and all of my 4 brothers while my dad working on the ship. i'm proud to be your son mommy and i try my best to never ever let you down.


Driving,
I think i'm gonna start by next week since renewing an L licence is not that easy? thanks to the stupid IMKEDA fuck you hard but still i will finish whatever i started.

AK,
AK did broke my heart yesterday, i mean practically today.He totally played with my heart while i' thought he was giving me a chance or hope. i thought so. definitely not. I tried my E's technique (Bitch you know it aite?) and i realize the real him, he is so not the sweet guy i thought he would be. And i don't know why i'm crying all the way stressing myself just for you. Why don't you ever try to wear my heels and feel how i felt bout you. i m barely crying my voice out to say how much i love you and did you ever recognized it? do you even care ? i bet the answer is NO!
my heart was broken again and guess i m moving on again.. how sucks my life would be or i just don't appreciate what i have ? Allah please do answer me.

Sometimes, if you do have someone that ever love you unconditionally no matter who are you and where you come from or how do you look, please love him or love her back because he/she will always be beside you or support you no matter where you are! especially you miss Jigabellamyorke! appreciate lah sikit MR F he totally love you ok? love him back la haha if i ever have someone as hot as that and love me just the way i am. i m gonna marry him okay totally! fuck me hard now hahahaha

Love yourselves more than you ever expected. Don't beg for love because if it's was not meant to be.. it was not meant to be. Insya-Allah, i hope so i mgoing to the 2nd semester and pray for me love, and i will be hot as ever and you know what "payback is a bitch"

AK and Mr A
watch me!
i'm fighting till my last blood dropped, till i collapsed, till my heard stop beating

Love Yuna



Tuesday, October 11, 2011

You just don't deserve me.. fuck you! i wanna move on bitch

Saturday, October 8, 2011

C.Mitchell


Cute right ? i know jiga taste kau!

So last night was kind of weird while me, jiga and my bitch was talking bout guys.. okay frankly
i wanna make a list "my taste"
-geeky face
-babyface
-mystery guy
-messy hair
oh gosh i don't even know hwy i'm practically posting bout guys but still i'm virgin, and i never done anything that over the boundaries of my own religion, okay what do you expect :
"Islam is a way of life" indeed

Friday, October 7, 2011

Inspiration

Since i got plenty of day.... i need a new collection, more modest i guess

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Future.

is it hot enough? bitchy baby.

Assalam,
Well it's kinda weird. i frankly don't know what to say and post. but still i got something to talk about for sure.
It's been a few days since my semester break started and yet i still don't know what to do. i felt lifeless and i think i died of boredom. i got plenty of stuff to be worried of especially driving, muet, lovelife (damn), i phone4 with $, or maybe a blackberry, spending time witch bitches, Ak (iloveyou), n a whole lot more.

Muet
hurm.. i m quite lazy to prepare for muet and the best thing i don't know what to do and what to be prepared of since i m just lazy that's all.

Driving
well my mom practically annoys me about my driving license, to tell you the truth, i m just scared of driving, maybe i m phobia about the first teaches i got and i knew i m getting better with the second teacher yet i m just scared.

Ak
i miss you baby, hold me tight..

i guess that's it

Love yuna

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Carls jr.



Carls jr..... divine bebeh!

What can you say more ? when you eating good foods with good people around you.. thanks jigs
-i can't imagine i'm like fucking stuck in a lift for the first time.



Saturday, September 10, 2011

Tired


HI

Okay. i'm barely crying when i'm posting this.
Let's start a music. Wish you were here - Avril Lavigne.

i think that i need to post this on my blog because i need to get this feeling out of my head and my heart.

Okay. How was this thing happened at the first place. I will let you know the characters in this story.

The B's A4
i won't tell their real names of course but i will sort them according to the level of their house
2- sweet chubby guy (SCG)
3- nice caring kedah's boy (CKB)
4- Ak
5- The A

Okay. all this problem happened for something i don't even know.

The story starts like this.....
I was going back to Palam for sure after my raya break. Then like usual i meet b n razi having a small open house with my special spaghetti for them. it was not much but still i felt great i can cooked for them and i don't know how to explained the feeling when you eats with the person you love and they love you just the way you are.

The next day, lecture starts . i went to my seat but its weird when The A came who supposed to sit beside me, barely don't say a word to me. i m wondering why. i thought maybe they just tired after the long holiday. aite ?

but the weird moment came again when the Caring Kedah's boy also don't say a word to me. I felt awkward because he will be the one whom say hi to me and ask all the sweet things like a guy will ask to you. HAHA!

I tried to not ask them because i don't wanna mixed their feelings. So i tried to get thru the day like usual with b.

So, actually same goes to the next day. they don't even say a word to me. my curiosity aroused. Then i tried to ask the Sweet Chubby guy.

Me: Weyh! ape masalah The A and SKB? eh knape diorang tak tegur aku ?
SCG: Ntah la weyh aku pun tak tahu. Kau ade buat salah ape2 ke dgn The A ?
Me: Mane ade. aku rase aku takde buat ape2, n cite gaduh2 ni dah lame habis. DAH TAKDE !!
SCG: th la weyh ......

from that conversation, i was quite pissed, why am i to be blamed ? why is it always me ? Am i always the person tried to create problems to you guys ?

So, i tried to let it go .
i tried to talk to b about this problem. and still i couldn't fine any solution.
Then i just can't stand it anymore.... they don't say anything to me. i m pissed.
So i had another conversation with my sweet chubby guy.

Me:Aku tak tahu nak ckp ape dah weyh. aku okay jer kalau diorang tak nak ckp ape 2 ngan aku.
Nak borak, aku layan, tak nak sudah la
SCG: ....(aku pun dah tak ingat the full convo)

So, barely i was bringing up WHY! budak palam tak boleh rapat ngan budak bertam...?
i was explaining to him that it is hard for the palam to get closed to the bertam boys !
its not because i was no trying but i did, it just that they rejected me hard!
i remember what The A did to me as he rejected me twice but still i remember i did ask for his forgiveness because i didn't say a word to him for quite sometimes.
i remember what he did to me the third time as he said he wanted to have burger with the kedah boy and my AK . He said he will call me that night. so i was actually waiting and waiting for his call but its still the same from him, nothing and hopeless

but then, i check at facebook he was posting a picture of my Ak and the kedah boy drinking. which mean they already went there without me...
i felt like someone stab me and punched me at the stomach barely. like damn he did it again
but i tried to be in control, and just let it go. again"

Sigh..... then after telling the story to my sweet chubby guy, my b came to my room and we did study together and i told him everything of course for sure.

Then, my Sweet chubby guy sent me a text which in kelantanese language that i barely cant understand. i thought my Ak was sending that text, but using his phone but actually my sweet chubby guy try to send whatever i explain to him bout that bertam shits to my Ak.
i was damn. why he wanna tell him bout this thing. i wanna let it be a secret.

but in my heart i was just happy because i hope that Ak will give me extra attention.

then the next day i was texting with AK , i asked him, did my sweet chubby guy told anything to u. and the answer is YES!

then his text :

..............aku pun mcm bengang jugak dgn bende tuh .. aku ni sombong sangat ke ?

DAMN! i was not saying that okay. during my conversation with the chubby guy i was not directly mean anything to him. OKAY! i replied saying that NO! its not like that. i said that he was okay.totally. since he always be nice to me , but since the thing that we fought last time. we just not closed like last time. DAYUUMMM.. sweet memories did back before my eyes . i love that moments okay

NOW! i don't know what to do . like for real! i m speechless and my heart full with hatred. i was actually wanted to cry all night long as i need a shoulder to hold on and say to me
"its okay babe, everything will be fine"

to be frank. at the moment i don't know why i hated them so much . i m crying out loud.

B asked me why do i treat the sweet chubby guy like that during our skype. actually i was playing with him but ... i m lost in words

i just hated them and i m scared that everything i told to my sweet chubby guy, he will tell The A because in know he and THE A is so close right now which i don't know why . i'm scared that all the THE B will like gang up on me !






Thursday, September 8, 2011

Louder

#np - Louder by CHARICE


Okay babes.. last post was haunting. I don't know? I guess. Jiga said i was being so EMO! but to tell the truth, that's what i'm facing right now Jigs. Okay my final is another 2 weeks. i m not sure i'm prepared but still i have to do my best and i need that 4.00 Flat Bitch!

Then i saw, Syaida's post on Jigs Fb about a song titled Louder which i m addicted to it because i just felt stronger and stronger like i mean i felt like i don't even need AK b my side anymore. tehee

I think i can stand on my own two feet,
while watching you my heart skipped a beat,
But still,
i'm gonna let my heart beats , heart speaks LOUDER than my head!


Love Yuna

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Bitchy Moments



Who's laughing now -#np (Jessie J)

Okay peeps! this week sure i got plenty of bitchy moments that i have to face. I'm not sure i can keep it up or not. I need strength. Where are you AK_ the moments i need you to hold me tight and tell me that everything will be fine. You are no there for me.

I'm not sure how long i can wait for you AK, please answer me. My group tend to face a lot of relationship problem. maybe between members but still, i don't wanna be blame for something i don't even sure i did. Come on ? bitch

Why am i to be blamed ? Why its always me ? Come on bitch! get a fucking Life ! I swear you Sumpah Annoying.

TO A!. You tend to create problem and clash the bond between our group members but still you just acts like you've done nothing! GROW UP

Next time i ll see you. i ll make sure you bow and admitted it

Love Yuna

Friday, September 2, 2011

Cut me so deep

"You've become a razor, you cut me so deep"
Epic lyrics by Che'nelle and of course my bitch Shafiq Hamidon.

Okay i know this lyrics meant a lot to me. It always reminds me to those who ever hurts me. So, if i heard this song, i barely breath and it actually soothes my minds. This song makes me remember to my animal, my not ever goin to happen lover and now it makes me remember to my AK.

Why is it hurts? because the person i loved thoroughly, never give back what i always needed.
I just need you to love me back sweetie.

I know it will not happen actually. Impossible but still i m wishing for miracle to happen.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Eid Mubarak




Selamat Hari Raya Bitch!
Okay. Mia Familia. This year like usually. I mean really like usuall, but my family photo this year of course tak cukup corum since all my brothers raya di rumah Mertua lah but its exciting too since Zaara pun ada okay. But now i really do realize that time flies with me noticing it as i remeber like last time when my cousins and i gathered we all was like 7 to 11 years old now we all grown up. i 'm evein in a fucking university okay Bitch!

Laughing my Ass of or LMAO
Jiga was posting bout her dreams and futere cars.maybe, but i was like
is there really any future for me ? is mother earth is going to give us chance living until i aged 50 maybe ? i don't know ? of course. Let's Allah decide

AK.
Selamat Hari Raya. i miss you but i will see you next week okay wait for me darls .


Saturday, August 20, 2011

Decided


Assalamualaikum ...

what's up ? i hope you guys are fine in the arms or the beloved ones .. not only Archie okay jiga ! in the arms of family and friends that love you just the way you are.

So bout my last posting bout that ak. i mean AK for real ! some of my group mate knew the real story bout me loving that person but i tell you what it's time for me to get over it .i called my bitch last night, and he tells me to stop and let it be .i thought that
the more i think of ak, the more i can't get *** out of my life

Finally, i decided to move on and just let it be kan Shafiq Hamidon. cant wait to see you next Saturday.

So, final words to ak,
i'm sorry i can't love you anymore, maybe you just not for me. i can't compete with the other person , maybe you like the other person more than me. i'm backing off,i wanna wait for someone to come to me and say , i love you just the way you are.

i don't wanna be someone that being obsessed with you, trying to impress you every time i sit beside you , it just hopeless, while the other person sit right next to me.i don't wanna be the the middle person hanging and seeking your love while you just say nothing and give me nothing actually" sigh_


GoodbyeAK , i already did over you ...
love Yuna

Monday, August 15, 2011

For the first time...

Okay. this is hurtful, yet painful. My heart was broken literally. About you ak. i knew that we fought and i can't believe you said that to me. i just hate it because you don't even know the whole story of it. You just start to accuse me on something that i' m scared to even tell the person the truth because i need to keep my relationship with that person as one of my friend. Don't you understand ?

We fought ? but too bad you never realize you mistakes. I tried to talk to give you signal or sign that i was not satisfied with you . but still you don't even care, maybe you just the type that don't even care. Who knows? but still after sometimes, when you realize your mistakes, why don't you confront me and tell you that you're sorry for your mistake ? ak ? why ? you just send text that quoting

"i'm sorry , that's the only thing that i can say to you right now."

Is that the best thing you can say ? You so coward ak. You'll never know how i do felt bout you. But still , i think i'm being nice i said that i forgiven you already. Because i still want to keep our relationship goin own. strong. i wish.

And at the moment, i wish we could talk like normal, because i love the way you looked at me, the way you smiled at me, now? it's totally gone after this thing happened. i regret the whole scene and things between us because i wanted to see you smile and talk to me again.

Waiting for you, its like waiting for rain to pass on a deserted biatch island.

This time is hard , and it's making us crazy, don't give up on me baby
For the first time-np

Sometimes, i wish that i never even met you because i hate to fall for you, ak .


Saturday, August 13, 2011

IFTAR_JIGA











There's a lot of things happen to me and my group, a lot of things that i don't even know why it is happen ? guide me please okay!

Back to my story, okay meeting jiga yesterday for IFTAR , she picked me up at 6.15 pm wanting to eat at D'one steak because i 'm craving for "tembikai lychee"
P/S : i m not having anyone's child okay Shafiq Hamidon!

At last since all the tables there are fully fucking booked, we ate McD in the car at the Petrol Station !
But still eating with your besties? is the best thing ever Okay jig's





Friday, August 5, 2011

MotherF i love you


So you think i'm a crazy bitch!
hurm ... lemme guess ? i don't think so, i m just being myself! at least i'm not trying to be someone else isn't it ? this past few weeks has been rough for me, a lot of emotional stuff stranded in my mind and i can't even sleep thinking of you ...
my heart skipped a beat whenever i sat beside you.
stop giving me your sweet smile, because i can't wait to kiss you.'
i will always love you AK. although i can't do anything bout it .
yuna

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

something to be remembered



Peeps. something to be remembered to all my gurlfriends out there : love you

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

nak kena tutup sana, tutup sini

tengok budak lelaki, pakai baju pagoda pon orang x bising

perempuan, stoking pon kena pakai

cuba suruh budak lelaki jadi perempuan satu hari

komfem x tahan bertutup semua

tapi, perempuan cool jek

tengah panas pon boleh lagi pakai jubah, hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

tiap2 bulan, mesti ada penyakit

nak pergi kelas pon susah

cuba tengok budak lelaki , selamber jek

kadang2 setahun sekali pon susah nak dapat sakit

tapi, perempuan hidup berpuluh2 tahun dgn penyakit tiap2 bulan, survive je

tengah2 sakit pon boleh senyum lagi sampai orang pon x perasan yg dia sakit

hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

hati mereka Allah jadikan lembut betul

cepat je sensitif

cuba tengok orang putus cinta

selalu perempuan yg paling susah nak lupa

lelaki lepas putus cinta cepat jek pasang baru

cuba pergi wayang tengok cerita hindustan

siapa yg paling teruk menangis?

perempuan kan?lelaki boleh gelak2 lagi

lembut tak lembut hati perempuan

tapi dengan hati yg lembut tu perempuan dapat mengagumkan lelaki

hebat tak perempuan?

disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni lah, ramai perempuan yg merajuk dengan Allah

diorang cakap, Allah x adil

kenapa Allah lebihkan lelaki?

kenapa perempuan kena dengar cakap suami?

kenapa syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami?

padahal jadi perempuan tu sangatlah susah

bak kata orang, nak jaga 10 anak lelaki, x susah macam nak jaga sorang anak perempuan

dan disebabkan perasaan negatif dekat Allah ni, ramai perempuan2 kat luar sana yg rebel

diorang pakai pakaian yg tidak menutup aurat dengan alasan, 'lelaki x payah tutup pon'

diorang berani bertepuk tampar dengan lelaki

diorang sanggup gadaikan diri diorang sbb percaya dengan janji manis kekasih yg busuk hati

kesian kan kat diorang?

disebabkan fikiran yg negatif terhadap Allah, diorang sanggup rosakkan diri diorang

diorang cakap diorang buat macam tu sbb Allah x adil

persoalannya sekarang

betul ke Allah x adil dengan perempuan?

betul, syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami

tapi, cuba ingat balik, syurga seorang anak lelaki terletak di bawah kaki siapa kalau bukan kaki ibunya?

betul, isteri kena ikut cakap suami

tapi, seorang anak lelaki kena taat pada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama daripada ayahnya

x adil lagikah Allah pada perempuan?

Allah bukan setakat adil, tapi Allah tu sangat sayang kat perempuan

untuk lelaki, syurga isterinya terletak di bawah kakinya

kalau paling banyak dia ada 4 orang isteri

cuma ada 4 orang yg syurganya bergantung pada seorang lelaki tu

tapi perempuan, ditakdirkan ada 15 orang anak lelaki

bermakna ada 15 orang yg syurganya terletak pada seorang perempuan tu

mashaAllah, hebatnya perempuan kan?

kenapa perempuan hebat?sebab kasih sayang Allah yg jadikan kita hebat

cuba dengar pula lagu2 yg berkumandang dekat radio

banyak lagu pasal perempuan kan?

jarang kita dengar lagu pasal lelaki

sayang x sayang Allah tu dekat perempuan, sampai perempuan dikasihi macam tu sekali dekat dunia

masih x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

Allah sebenarnya terlampau adil dekat perempuan

sampaikan disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni

perempuan senang nak masuk syurga

tengok hadis ni

"Apabila

seorang perempuan mendirikan sembahyang lima waktu, berpuasa sebulan

(Ramadhan), menjaga kehormatan dan taat kepada suami, dia akan disuruh

memasuki syurga melalui mana-mana pintu yang dia sukai."

(Hadis Riwayat Ahmad)

x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

oh perempuan, sedarlah

betapa sayangnya Allah padamu

betapa cintanya Allah padamu

tapi, kenapa kamu nak rosakkan diri kamu kerana fikiran2 negatif yg x berasas dekat Allah?

Allah jadikan perempuan tu sebagai hiasan dunia

bayang, dunia yg besar ni, dunia yg cantik ni, kita jadi hiasan

dan seindah2 hiasan tu adalah wanita solehah

love Yuna (a post from a friend on facebook that i wanted to share)

Monday, July 18, 2011

ily-imy ak.


i hope you do understand how much do i felt bout you "sigh ....

love Yuna

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Come as you are..





having Caramel Macchiato with Jiga


"i swear that i don't have a gun" -
np yuna's new cover come as you are . My new song okay (perasan)

So bitches. it's been a while since my hot pose on my last posting. i know you miss me right ?
to Jiga :thanks for spending time with me yesterday, i m full. Allhamdulillah.

i don't know what to post but still there's something i been holding in my heart for the past few days. i felt lonely, okay fine i m lonely. i knew there is a person whom going to be extra-excited when he/ she or transgender fuckshit voice mcm haram read this post okay. So back to the topic, after i been to this puncak alam and met new friends i tell you what i still missed my old friends. saser's bitches of course but nowadays i realize that our friendship its like over . so damn fucking over .i wanna cry and for sure i miss every single one of them and still i wish they could be by my side . forever always

but life has to move on kan. at one point i was down because i m scared for my test that i goin to sit for the next day, i called them asking or seeking for spirits but still i don't get what i wanted "sigh... however i call my mom and everything comes back to normal. i love you mom . my lifesaver. and come to think of it, how many times do they call me anyway ?

i remember i call each one of them on one night but i don't remember them calling me like " hi Yuna. ko wat pe ? how's everything . i always knew i was callin someone after he's been in the orientation wondering his condition because i m scared he would end up like me in my fuckin orientation , lonely and pathetic.


just to tell you guys, i got a new scandal shajdjtgidjgkskfddkdd shit. i mean i just like that person nothing more . : to animal screw you fcuking ass i don't need you anymore so high-school. but still i m not goin to be obsessed like before because i believed when i m being obsessed i will screw up my relationship with that person. so peeps that's it i hope it will turn out well okay hunnyB

something to be remembered ,
i am tired to satisfy others while i m the one being unsatisfied with everything. for once i said to my life

i'm precious , i'm hot. i don't need anyone to say that to me. if they want me , come to me ! call me but if you do't want to . its okay i m already gone its you're lost

love Yuna.


Thursday, June 30, 2011

a hot pose before my lab's experiment


i'm still as usual being hot as always and meet my new friend
"Ashaari Zakaria"


sweet sangat...

Okay. Assalamualaikum!. pftt may god bless you. imy

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

aishiteru...


new group members


Okay? how are you bloggers rockers ! i missed you guys a lot okay. it's been a while and i know even if i post something only a few people who do cares for me are going to read it but i m not going to blame anyone since, i don't even tell people that i do have blog because there's a few things i don't censor in my blog . okay understand it sweet peeps

so today my roommates did sign out from this foundation course since he got an offer from USIM for tahmidi perubatan. i m not going to be mad at him or anything since he is a nice guy but i wanna tel him ...

"hmm thanks for understanding me . sorii aku tak macam kau . aku tak baca kitab suci al-quran setiap hari setiap malam macam kau .... tapi itu tak bermakna aku tiada agama . aku minat fashion ! adakah aku salah ? teruk sangat ke ? aku suka dengar lagu english from all kind of singers while kau pon pasang lagu nasyid from your phone ? teruk sangat ke aku ni? walaupun aku boleh kata aku jahil bab2 agama tapi taku tak pernah berpaling daripada yang maha esa !

"aku doakan kau bahagia dan inginku memohon maaf jika kelakuan ku ada menyinggung perassanmu mungkin ada aku melanggar dari fitrah diriku sendiri tapi tak mengapa aku tetap bahagia "

Friday, June 3, 2011

UiTM di Hatiku

1st Day of class in UiTM Puncak Alam

30th May 2011

8.30 am – 6.00 pm

So Bitches!

I know it’s having been a quite a long time I’m not posting to you guys right? So actually just wanna informed you guys that since MARA fucked up me so heart! I’ve done nothing. I’m just waiting for something to come or maybe something that was fated by the almighty .Qadr. So today was my first class I know its must be exciting right? That night I can’t sleep actually because I been thinking a lot feeling uneasy an my heart skipped a beat every single second. So what goes? The day just gone with the flow as I’m getting ready wearing formal long sleeve slim fit Suave shirt with tight black slack pants! Well sorry mommy I know I’m getting fat but I just can’t help it right? I know I’m fat but it just me I can’t take something that have been with me for such a long freaking of time and grab it from its own fucking life. Hell to the NO! I am proud of who I am and I’m great as what I am right now Okay sweetheart?


Hurm.. what more can i say to you... i IM you but you never reply but to be frank i m tired of waiting for you. it was like waiting for rain in a drought, helpless and nothing.

Wait, wait why suddenly i 'm talking bout you stupid animal ! Geez i'm in a freaking University but you are so Hi School , so takde class okay

but why do i study actually near to your shell. i' m wondering if god wants me to remember you while i wanted to move on with my life okay pleash

To Animal ;

I let it fall , my heart

it was dark and i was over until you kiss my lips and you saved me

my knees were far to weak , without falling to your feet

all the things you say the were never true never true

but i'll set fire to the rain watch it pours as i touched your face ! okay

but still i heard it screaming out your name .

i ll set fire to the rain !

just for you


love yuna