Guess what? We'r back and we bring the boys out.-snsd
It's been a while, like for real. The last time i was posting bout Katy Perry's touching In Another Life, now i'm merely talking bout my life. By the way, it's 2012 baby.
So what's up with everybody, just fine i guess enjoying our youth while we still can, and for your information i'm officially nineteen, on the last 16 January of course. It's kinda sad thou because i'm not able to celebrate it with my family but the first morning glory of my birthday, got a text from mummy giving her motherly wish and praying for my success. i literally cried. And i know i should not felt insecure and i should always knew that i have my family that always be there for me no matter what.
How am doing, here. Palam. Sucks as hell but i still can bear the pain of backstabbing bitches, nah~ it just how people act here. i learned to accept people from different backgrounds and the one you trust the most become the meanest as it should not be. Please bitch, help me out here. Shafiq is right saying to me that i should not open-up everything because at that moment they will realize your weakness and tend to use it as the main knife. Get it ? it just waiting for the right time.
So how should i deal with it? hurm, IGNORANCE and Self-Awareness. that it. for real
Ignorance, i should ignore the one that mean and does not mean a thing to me and love the one who accept me just the way i am.
Self-Awareness, i should realize that i came to Palam to study and not really to make friends HAHA yeah..... and
Self-Motivation
I should not give-up, without a war,
I should not even bother sarcasm and mean thing that they said,
I should not say mean things to people because what goes around come around. (Karma)
I should be a better person. more matured i guess
I should find a boyfriend, or a girlfriend. it's a choice okay!
I should study my ass off
I should always turn to Allah no matter what happens, good or bad
And i guess that's it
Love Yuna
