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February moments~
so what's up with my updates???
well nothing more just been busy with work and a whole lot more , dey ! plss don't ask bout driving i knew after the first crazy class, aku mcm dah malas nak drive hahaha WTF!
GAGA~
wanna know something ??? this month i m goin to change myself and how do i behave because i think its the time if i m not goin to change now then when is it ??? give me a break okay ! so i bukanla nak change byk mane pon just a lil but i want to get near more to god cuz i think i m being selfish and yet forgetting the almighty i guess!
so my family quite anxious and duduk tak senang cuz my beloved kak marina dah nak bersalin ker GOSH! Hiatus Bitches ! i m not ready to be uncle yet! Walaweyh~
whatever it is i m just goin to pray for her although kiteorang tak ckp byk but i still love her like i love my kak min tadaa!

so i m just goin to say

"can't wait but hoping everything is goin to be just fine"
uncle iman damn i hope the wanna-be born child is a gurl !

I m tired of waiting for u

i m goin to stop using bitches but starting to use biatch!

well it's a gloomy monday today cuz eventhough its like 4.30 pm but its still looks like 9.00 am in the freaking morning ....so i'm off to work as usual haha what can i do ! wanna know something ???
~
i really do miss u although u are an animal or something i still love u no matter what happens to me aww! i 'm not being sweet i m just being myself and i know deep down in my heart u are the one for me gosh waiting for u to online haha is like waiting for a sunny day to appear on this gloomy day ! gaga
finally malaysia is goin to have a day like in forks ( twilight series i guess) gloomy and raining . whatever it is i m in love with u n i can't stop looking at u, i m maybe obsessed with u but what can i do
a day without u is like a year without rain-

i miss you thou ......wish i can see u !

(T)hree words goin to take me away~ ngee

You

You don't want me, no
You don't need me
Like I want you, oh
Like I need you

And I want you in my life
And I need you in my life

well bitches!
i 'm stuck to this song .......
The Pretty Reckless punye song okay gakla! very sweet n fun ~ eventhough ulang2 but its still nice to me thou . lagu entitled "You" really open my mind about something hahha i guess my bitch tau what i meant " sorry Jigabellamyorke i can't tell u more than that!!
so recently i don't know why "die" tak online ...gosh! saket gak ar aty tunggu but tak online i don't know what's up maybe die bz kluar ngan kawan2 die kowt okayla fine !! since i know u guys cuti pon jarang dapat .
so talking bout yesterday ....
my bro sume pegi kluar KL n i m stuck with my parents mentang2 gaji baru masyukk
aku gaji penuh pun tak dpt lagi hahah WTF!!
so me n my mom buat kek yesterday an orange cake seems to be nice when u do it with ur mom isn't it .. then my mom ajak pegi Alamanda since my daddy nak keje balek so kire kene carik new baju for him
i m kinda felt bad die kene keje of course la for my family nanti income takde nak makan ape ! i knew die dah keje mostly like more than 30 years so i thought that he really need a rest but he knew that money is really important n now everything like mahal nak mampos SHIT!
then pegi beli tuh like susahlah pulak nak pilih for him~ if u shop ngan my dad price is not really importan cuz dolu2 bile beli die punye same harga when
my mom nye shopping + my bro + me = my precious daddy "
come on " fierce "!
then aku saket aty gak a tunggu lame + ingat boleh tompang2 ke 2 t shirt alek 2 tak dapat pape .... i was so pissed at that moment cuz i ngat i want something kan2 but i realised i dah besar i need to shop on m own la! like
mom i need money so i can shop on my own!!
so nie jerla what happen for real yesterday
P/S : Alamanda di conquer melayu semalam SHIT!

He's back on town

so bitches
talkin bout my lil person back on town pft -_-"
gosh! i m crazy bout that person! WtF ??
i m willing to do anything so i can meet that perosn! hahaha
don't be mad at me Shafiq Hamidon ....i m just crazy "
i m not obsessed haha
but for real i miss that person .....
n of course i miss my bithces too....
grats to shafiq hamidon dah keje akhirnye !!! F.O.S s2 nanti aku dtg eh~
hahaha .
i hope we can really talk someday n i will tell u my lil secret
aite
Three words save me !!

Messin up with life "

friday so today mcm biase la ... keje yg mcm tak keje keje buat bila ade keje i love my keje ahahhahaa wtf Gosh! i don't really know what to do with my life.. can somebody help me ... reach out for me kay darling!

Blast from the past ...

What's up bitches....
so yesterday 27 january 2011 i was invited by haziqah raihah to mid velley like nak jumper bdk2 sbu yg dulu 2 la haha ....a lot of blast from the past teringat balek n what still gossipin bout the old students n dgr cite 2 yg tak pernah dgr pon ade gak hahaha
what can i say .....
the best part is menuggu cek jigabellamyorke kite nih mcm ape tah lambat gle .....
can u imagine i was like 2 station left to mid valley n jiga text me and she said that die baru bgn tido ! WTF ?? terase nak mencarut at that moment pon ade gak but what can i do jiga kan!!! n yg klakarnye die kate
"korang apesal awal gle dowh smangat macam nak pergi Kem Motivasi jer "

whatevalah jiga !
anda sememangnye anda dan tak boley berubah beruntung barista !
then while waiting for her nuril dtg dulu n she said i looked different i think so la cuz nearly 2 years tak jumpe kot ! ngee!
n kiteorang still gossip mcm ape tah n i don't know whether i was makin jokes or what everybody was laughing like hell haha maybe aku pandai buat lawak kot haha !
then tgk wayang cite faster! like i tak concentrate sgt cite tuh cuz tak minat hahaha!
u know what wayng tuh tak ramai orang kot hahah like we all conquer wayang tuh maybe la cuz it weekdays tak ramai orang then dgn ade couple siap berasmara lagi Fuhh!
then balek cam biase n we Catch up a lot !
wish my frens all the best n still connecting throughout our days
aite
Arina Amalina , Nuril n Haziqah Raihah
thx for yesrterday aite2 ngee !!

Traumatized

OMG! yesterday ..
can't really imagine what happened aite Shafiq Hamidon n Haziqah Raihah !
i supposed to start my driving lessons yesterday and they delay my class from 3 to 5
i wa so pissed of at that moment because my korean show entitled "Thank You " are goin to be aired anyway
talking bout driving mcm sial aku dpt pak cik tua takde giig ckp pon tak dgr ...aku soh ulang marah mcm buat muke ...u really wanna know what happened!
Guess what !!
he taught me how to drive change gear skali dua then expect me to drive well ...
i admitted that i got problem to handle or start gear 1 because i can hold the clutch i don't know what's the problem with my leg actually
gosh only god knows how i felt on that car aku asik tgk jam jer bile nak balek rase nak tekan minyak pastu langgar org pon ade biar pak cik tu mampos jer terus hahah
WTF! la mls aku nak ckp but the best part is die terus bawak aku pegi jalan raye naseb baek takde accident tau kalo tak .......entah lah tak tau nak ckp ape !!
whatever it is i just wanna forget it ...moments kene marah mcm sial cekgu saser pon tak marah mcm nie la hadehhh!!!!
i wanna change teacher fast plss IMkeda i pay u so i should get what i want kan2

love,
Yuna

Traumatized

i need you now

easy come easy go~
tension gak dgr quote tue haha now its like sunday 2.25am
geez i can't sleep i don't know why i guess i kept thinking bout dat bubbly person
like i can still imagine dat person now in front of me ...
well i kept thinking bout my life lately about what am i goin to do with my life
about what course i 'm goin to take ~ Gosh! that a lot to think of actually
i was thinking bout how am goin to change my life into a better person ....
i mean that what my new resolutions actually ....how to get near to my almighty and change my behavior yet forgetting my dark secrets ..i need to change
ngee! wish u were by my side always
(T)hree words goin to save me ~

Beauty lies on the eyes of beholder

so recently i just watched True Beauty on Star World cuz dah takde cite on that moment
and i realised + teringat what my english teacher mdm zahuren ( gosh i miss her ) was talking but beauty and that quote she said still flowing in mind ...
well i guess beauty really lies on the eyes of beholder !!
because only we have the choice to say a person is beautiful or not kan2
anyway ..although my frens said i m stupid for loving that person ..but u know what i m like don't freaking care ..cuz my heart are fallin for that person haha
haha Jigabellamyorke plss don't talk bout it in facebook okay! ngee~
talking bout jiga since she was madly in love with with her barista starbucks guy kay fine whateva i just wish the best for her " haha mls nak ckp byk bout other ppl punye relationship cuz i always bit the person in the middle : stop being a pain in the butt kay !
so i just wanna express how i felt bout beauty i guess that was what i think about ciao!
P/S : Beauty lies within kay!

OMG! "come on"

21 january 2011 9.42 a.m
geez i bet ppl i mean in my age are still sleeping at this moment
wtf i still have to go to work omg nvm i have to be patience i guess kan kan 2 baru gaji mashyuk!!!
so today i dont know what to say i guess i really miss that person cant stop looking at the profile and photos of that particular person ..
whatevalah!
i just think i have to move on and find someone else ~
too bad i guess . that's what shafiq hamidon kept reminding about finding someone else
i think he is right !!
so i m like watching blue valentine rite now i think i became a romantic person cuz i really love love stories punye movie tau!!
haaa to bad

Hiatus bitches!

20 january 2011
so today is a holiday for the hindus actually bit i m on leave meaning i tak keje arini ..
so nothing to do actually but anyway i m like really missin that person rite now ! Shit ..
anyway i m like a movie junkies rite now thanks to shafiq hamidon specifically ...
haha i mlike out of freaking ideas i dont know how much actually and anyway i use allready freaking out of my mind ..
it turns out that this blogging thing is ofr me to express how was i felt ...
too bad i supposed to sketch and start drawing and show my new design ...spm results is getting near and of course i m scared daa~
i m sorry to my pa and ma if i didn't get straight a's cuz i dont know bout this year thou i really thought i did my best as i could
well really need someone to hold me and would die for me n catch a grenade for me ~ ngee!!
if i said my heart was beating loud
if i could escape the crowd somehow
if i said i want ur body now
darling
i ll catch a grenade for u
i ll jump on a train for u
you know i do anything for u
will die for u baby
but u won't do the same
would u hold it againts me ??
- meghan tonjes

Hold it againts me !

i'm missin someone daa~
i bet my bitches tau what i was missin at actually..
can't believe that person is still in skoll whereby i was so obsessed with dat person
come to think of it am i so stupid for loving that person
Gosh!
to my bitches
i m not stupid ...i m just obsessed with that person ..
i like to see dat person's face it so damn cute .. its like enlightened your fuckin day and it gives it smille
come on plss trust me n help how to deal with this freakin temptation !!!
whatever it is ....
eventhough how much i suke kat die pon ...i will not able to have a relationship with that person LOL Boundaries ape boley buat kay !!
so if that person is reading this i just wanna say how much i love u and fallin for u n resisting u was so hard for me to obey kay ..
(T)hree words for u ...

Salary Bitches!! + relationships

Hey blogger bitches !
so today is ..18/1/2011 mcm biase la working like hell eventhough takde keje sangat pon haha FOR THE FIRST TIME I NAK CKP I LOVE MY JOB .. THANKS PA! but i tak nak la orang kate i makan gaji bute tau~ driving class tak amel lagi walaupun dah ade lesen L LOL ....so i really dah koyak or means takde duet tak tau la nak ckp ape asik mintak duet my mom i rase bersalah tau ....
so come on la gaji bile nak masyuk nie ish ish issh
haha talking bout salary my gaji 500 jer~ anyway i bersyukur la jugak walaupun cket tapi i bukan kene bayar sewa rumah pon CHOI!!! :P
so nak buat ape ngan 500 tu eh ~ ummmm
1) nak beli handphone
2) nak beli outfits
3) nak belanja family makan
4) nak beli buku yang diinginkan
5) nak beli ape ape la h yang i nak tau ....


so talkin bout relationships pulak!
urmmm...ape eh ~
i realised that since i skola saser nie sume org keep cite pasal awek dorang kat aku
ish~ mcm dah jadi ejen pencari jodoh tau sampai awek dorang pon aku dah kenal ...tlg la i m not goin to involve in any more single relationship yg cintan bagai nih .... come on la stop being a pain in the butt cuz aku pun rase saket aty cuz aku nak rase bercinta dan dicintai jugak ! ahacks gitu
jiga pon dah bercinta jugak ... such a lucky guy ~ cuz i know jiga is such a sweet gurl and she deserve a nice guy hahah as a real frens talkin here not more than that LOL
i dah lame kenal jiga since skola agame lagi dowh tusyen same2 hahahaa come on la we real fren hehehehe and thats wat real frens do anyway ...
so i harap u all yang dha bercintan - cintan nih berbahagie la eh n i hope i can find somebody yg willing to accept me just who i am basically
if u really know me ...pls try me


haha p/s i m not that desperate

B'Day Blast + KTM tin Sardine styloe!

Haha ....Bitches !
so yesterday i celebrated my B'day with Shafiq Hamidon ! exactly
patutnye Jigabellamyorke join skali but nvm lah die kate ade hal lak takpe la laen kali la yer ...ade hal last minute dowh !! whateva la anyway kluar pegi mid velley yang pack nak mapos full with orang especially chinese yg nak sambut Chinese New Year la kan so senang cite diorang conquer mid velley smalam !! haha tgk cite Khurafat mcm nak gelak lak sbb takdela bez mane jalan cite pon biase jer so i was wondering knape ramai sgt orang nak tgk smalam padehal biase jer !! org kate takut sampai menjerit but actually ko takut bile ade sound effect yang terlebey kuat tu jer hahaha kan shafiq hamidon !!! aku ngan bitch aku ne buat lawak gelak gelak pasal pelakon die cite cite pom jer sume itu tau so senang cite tak tgk pon takpe ..anyways back to my day aku just shoppin beli 2 t-shirt at F.O.S tu jer but it was still a nice day full in memories at KTM especially mcm tin sardin so thx la eh yg wish tue but adela terkilan jugak sebab tak dapat wish from my schoolmates i mean saserians la !! but i love my SBu-ians cuz they still remember me n tends to appereciate me more tau !!

Gosh!

OMG!
finally realized I'm goin to turn 18teen this Sunday !
what a best day to shop isn't it LOL
hope my parents will give me some money so i can shop till i drop!
i fell like i wanna make a wishlist of what i want :)

Yuna/Faizul 's wishlist

1) i want a new handphone ....my one dah like ancient gile .. btw i mean org dah tak
pakai hahahaha
2) i want a new bag ...my handbag dah koyak .....i mean a new black vey branded bag !
tak jugakla branded kalo tak lawa pon buat ape kan!!
3) i want to be wif my family .....cuz family is very important for me tau ..eventhough my mom kate i anak dare sunti dok dlm bilek jer but u know what i don't
care !
4) i want to have fun with my frensss ....rindu gle ngan dorang i mean saser's
bitches la of course !!!
5) i missin that person ....TTTTTT kalo dpt tgk dari jauh pon jadi lah hahahahaahaha
6) i want new clothes ......cuz i think yg lame sume i dah pakai ... so frens kalo nak bagi hadiah tuhhh .. bagi jer la t-shirt ke bag ker hahaha ..



i miss my frens tau .. rindu korang
kan kan cek jigabellamyorke !!

What's up Bitch ...
stuck still no turning back <>

Tired

what's up bitches....
it's been quite a long time since i didn't update my blog i guess
well what can i do if i still don't the " time" (dirty bit) Black Eyed Peas ( if u listened to them )
now i already start working with my family and already got the L license ahacks~
therefore sill did not but my sketching book yet ... no money i guess what can i do !
pa ma plss give me some money ...well your son is broke!
i miss gler my frens n of course saserian -ians
well i just have to wait n wait till i got time to sketch okay guys love you!!!