Tuesday, August 7, 2012

EGYPT



Get that biatch. So what's up really with my life? This is a true story of memoirs from a diva named Yuna.
Well after kak airin start working back in Ammxius, me just wanna seat back and relax enjoying my life in the fabulous lane at home. Then by stating that i' m just gonna seat back at home, that means that my weight is increasing tremendously. HAH! but yea that's normal to me and yet i just don't care about it. Be happy with your own body okay, I am fiercely  real.- Intoxibellas ANTM

Well enough of my lame life, while waiting for my foundation result, i finally completed my driving license,
That is a big achievement albeit i rarely drive at home since me got no car!

But I once emphasize to my mom;

I WAS BORN TO HAVE A DRIVER, AND NOT TO DRIVE

I'm just being lazy as always.

Just a kiss- Lady Antebellum #nowplaying

Since i really got nothing to tell since some stuff or words are better left unsaid, unexplained because its too complicated. UPU result came out and it was not expected. When i'm so anxious to know what my future will be but to bad i just fell, dropped and i felt like someone stabbed me leaving a hole behind.


I didn't got what i wanted and i really was aiming for chemical industry but they offered me something that is way beyond my abilities which actually off the track of ma life.
I was crying so hard having thoughts in my mind that my life is over, dreadful and lack of happiness extreme of nothingness.

Therefore, why does the Egypt is the main title of this meaningless post of my life, since i might be going there. Fulfilling my dad's dream of wanting one of his son to become a doctor and studying in Egypt. Hell Yeah that lucky child is me! 

Although, i don't actually feel lucky at all because i know that the responsibility is way too much for me and i m not sure if i really can cope with the course since i got nothing to offer. i know i'm a lil bit insecure but actually to me being insecure is all about you yourself preparing in life not to make any single mistakes and making the right decisions. But we are humans created by the almighty Allah, we are not perfect, we are not reaching there and we wont #fact

I' m scared and i wanna clarify that. Having a deeper conversation with my besties about this bizzare event of me taking medic, they are..... hurm i m not sure they are very supportive or not but to be frank i m hesitated because this is the decision that will become my future, any wrong decision will ruin my life forever. not that forever but i just wanna say that if i failed 7 times, i ll rise back eighth! i won't give up because if i m not taking this course i got nowhere to go. i think

Love Yuna.
Written by the persona sobbing and letting words out of his discomfort heart