Decided

Assalamualaikum ...

what's up ? i hope you guys are fine in the arms or the beloved ones .. not only Archie okay jiga ! in the arms of family and friends that love you just the way you are.

So bout my last posting bout that ak. i mean AK for real ! some of my group mate knew the real story bout me loving that person but i tell you what it's time for me to get over it .i called my bitch last night, and he tells me to stop and let it be .i thought that

the more i think of ak, the more i can't get *** out of my life

Finally, i decided to move on and just let it be kan Shafiq Hamidon. cant wait to see you next Saturday.

So, final words to ak,

i'm sorry i can't love you anymore, maybe you just not for me. i can't compete with the other person , maybe you like the other person more than me. i'm backing off,i wanna wait for someone to come to me and say , i love you just the way you are.

i don't wanna be someone that being obsessed with you, trying to impress you every time i sit beside you , it just hopeless, while the other person sit right next to me.i don't wanna be the the middle person hanging and seeking your love while you just say nothing and give me nothing actually" sigh_

GoodbyeAK , i already did over you ...

love Yuna

For the first time...

Okay. this is hurtful, yet painful. My heart was broken literally. About you ak. i knew that we fought and i can't believe you said that to me. i just hate it because you don't even know the whole story of it. You just start to accuse me on something that i' m scared to even tell the person the truth because i need to keep my relationship with that person as one of my friend. Don't you understand ?

We fought ? but too bad you never realize you mistakes. I tried to talk to give you signal or sign that i was not satisfied with you . but still you don't even care, maybe you just the type that don't even care. Who knows? but still after sometimes, when you realize your mistakes, why don't you confront me and tell you that you're sorry for your mistake ? ak ? why ? you just send text that quoting

"i'm sorry , that's the only thing that i can say to you right now."

Is that the best thing you can say ? You so coward ak. You'll never know how i do felt bout you. But still , i think i'm being nice i said that i forgiven you already. Because i still want to keep our relationship goin own. strong. i wish.

And at the moment, i wish we could talk like normal, because i love the way you looked at me, the way you smiled at me, now? it's totally gone after this thing happened. i regret the whole scene and things between us because i wanted to see you smile and talk to me again.

Waiting for you, its like waiting for rain to pass on a deserted biatch island.

This time is hard , and it's making us crazy, don't give up on me baby

For the first time-np

Sometimes, i wish that i never even met you because i hate to fall for you, ak .

IFTAR_JIGA

There's a lot of things happen to me and my group, a lot of things that i don't even know why it is happen ? guide me please okay!

Back to my story, okay meeting jiga yesterday for IFTAR , she picked me up at 6.15 pm wanting to eat at D'one steak because i 'm craving for "tembikai lychee"
P/S : i m not having anyone's child okay Shafiq Hamidon!

At last since all the tables there are fully fucking booked, we ate McD in the car at the Petrol Station !

But still eating with your besties? is the best thing ever Okay jig's

MotherF i love you

So you think i'm a crazy bitch!

hurm ... lemme guess ? i don't think so, i m just being myself! at least i'm not trying to be someone else isn't it ? this past few weeks has been rough for me, a lot of emotional stuff stranded in my mind and i can't even sleep thinking of you ...

my heart skipped a beat whenever i sat beside you.

stop giving me your sweet smile, because i can't wait to kiss you.'

i will always love you AK. although i can't do anything bout it .

yuna