Hey peeps!
What for? Nay i know there's nobody going to read my blog anyway so i felt safe o write anything i mean everything that my heart wanted to.
So yea been back to Egypt to continue my life as a medical student. I realized up till now, every single time that i went to a new place, i felt for someone. Last semester with that guy but he's just a normal crush. One sided love again.
But this semester is epic. Totally.
I felt for someone. I could say my first true love.
I met him few times before but i never ever
Expect that i would ever fall for him.
Someone said that it's amazing how a person can mean so much to you but you never felt it the first time.
We contacted through all summer holiday and i can say that i never been so happy before. Having someone that cares for you and accepted you for who you are feels amazing.
However. It gets complicated as the third semester starts. I never thought that he was so close to my roomie. Then i kept our so called 'relationship' quiet and confidential because i don't want anybody to know.
But i thought i could handle this alone sadly my heart its too fragile. I'm vulnerable. Easily broken.
He's much much closer to my roomie and i'm jealous as fuck. I don't know what to do.
He did not know how many times he broke my heart over and over again. I m wrecked bitch and you wrecked-ecked me.
Sigh
Deep thoughts
I ll continue this later
I hate to see my heart breaks again.
Love yuna 😘
