a hot pose before my lab's experiment

i'm still as usual being hot as always and meet my new friend

"Ashaari Zakaria"

sweet sangat...

Okay. Assalamualaikum!. pftt may god bless you. imy

aishiteru...

new group members


Okay? how are you bloggers rockers ! i missed you guys a lot okay. it's been a while and i know even if i post something only a few people who do cares for me are going to read it but i m not going to blame anyone since, i don't even tell people that i do have blog because there's a few things i don't censor in my blog . okay understand it sweet peeps

so today my roommates did sign out from this foundation course since he got an offer from USIM for tahmidi perubatan. i m not going to be mad at him or anything since he is a nice guy but i wanna tel him ...

"hmm thanks for understanding me . sorii aku tak macam kau . aku tak baca kitab suci al-quran setiap hari setiap malam macam kau .... tapi itu tak bermakna aku tiada agama . aku minat fashion ! adakah aku salah ? teruk sangat ke ? aku suka dengar lagu english from all kind of singers while kau pon pasang lagu nasyid from your phone ? teruk sangat ke aku ni? walaupun aku boleh kata aku jahil bab2 agama tapi taku tak pernah berpaling daripada yang maha esa !

"aku doakan kau bahagia dan inginku memohon maaf jika kelakuan ku ada menyinggung perassanmu mungkin ada aku melanggar dari fitrah diriku sendiri tapi tak mengapa aku tetap bahagia "

UiTM di Hatiku

1^st Day of class in UiTM Puncak Alam

30^th May 2011

8.30 am – 6.00 pm

So Bitches!

I know it’s having been a quite a long time I’m not posting to you guys right? So actually just wanna informed you guys that since MARA fucked up me so heart! I’ve done nothing. I’m just waiting for something to come or maybe something that was fated by the almighty .Qadr. So today was my first class I know its must be exciting right? That night I can’t sleep actually because I been thinking a lot feeling uneasy an my heart skipped a beat every single second. So what goes? The day just gone with the flow as I’m getting ready wearing formal long sleeve slim fit Suave shirt with tight black slack pants! Well sorry mommy I know I’m getting fat but I just can’t help it right? I know I’m fat but it just me I can’t take something that have been with me for such a long freaking of time and grab it from its own fucking life. Hell to the NO! I am proud of who I am and I’m great as what I am right now Okay sweetheart?

Hurm.. what more can i say to you... i IM you but you never reply but to be frank i m tired of waiting for you. it was like waiting for rain in a drought, helpless and nothing.

Wait, wait why suddenly i 'm talking bout you stupid animal ! Geez i'm in a freaking University but you are so Hi School , so takde class okay

but why do i study actually near to your shell. i' m wondering if god wants me to remember you while i wanted to move on with my life okay pleash

To Animal ;

I let it fall , my heart

it was dark and i was over until you kiss my lips and you saved me

my knees were far to weak , without falling to your feet

all the things you say the were never true never true

but i'll set fire to the rain watch it pours as i touched your face ! okay

but still i heard it screaming out your name .

i ll set fire to the rain !

just for you

love yuna

Jealous

Saya cemburu .... animal dgr tak ?
Ape kan daye, kau hanya binatang yang tak beguna ....


Bitch . What the hell i am jealous at? well these days after the SPM results was announced i felt like my life was lifeless .i thought that its going to be great as i was curious what my future will be and now i realized sometimes good things that happened to you its not always going to be repeated. By means , i just want to say that life is not a bed of roses.

So , if you do have a famous social network like FACEBOOK . its good because you can connect with your friends wherever and whenever (NO BOUNDARIES!) but there was time that you guys will be crazy and anxious to read this thing

FUCK YOU BITCH

I mean sometimes kita mesti nak tahu ape perkembangan dunia and what was our friends was doing ? feeling ? in a relationship ker ? Wanna the good stuff ? actually facebook do reveals your true colours ! As the experienced was embracing when i went to my best school ever Saser last monday kot i don't even remember ( too much pressure at the moment) Mdm Zahuren was at the hall saying hi to her and of course a lot of memories with her was back before my eyes and she looked at us ~ i mean me shah and shafiq a quick glanced from top till tow watching what the fuck are we wearing ? and yes i m wearing my fabulous skinny and she said :

Mdm: Nampak bergaya semua eh sekarang ....ye lah dulu sume pakai baju sekolah jer!!

For me what she said was true , What you wear defines who you really are ? kan2 and thats why ade orang invents quotes " Dress to Impress" OKay back to my fuckery, after the spm of course i want a scholarship, i did applied for MARA and with 100 % confident that i thought i will get it . But sadly because there is to many excellent bright student in Malaysia and i didn't have a chance to get meet and greet the sexy interviewer ~

But still my babes got it and i still happy for her ? i mean him sorry ~ The best thing when you guys studying in SASER with the smart Saserians was you guys will read the whole thing they wanna post it in FACEBOOK ! the whole idea of fuckery ~ of course they all will tell

"Oh interview saya pada bla bla bla "
"Saya dpt Mara ! "
"Interview saya dengan JPA"
"Hari ini saya impress kan penemuduga dgn dada saya yg saser "
"Penemu duga bagi saya scholarship sebab saya bagi die rase buah dan bumper saya "


I m tired. i m sad and sometimes i thought that i had my limits but its not it . i can't hold it anymore . Do you guys know how sad it is to be the one standing behind while watching everybody move on starting their run in life . i felt lonely as i being the one whom will just stare and clueless

Statement PANAS!

Ala bapak ko kan kaya ! suroh la die hantar kau pegi belajar over the sea !!!

Hey i call you bitch but that doesn't mean i m not a bitch okay . i don't wanna waste my parents money for my studying because i am scared i can't repay them back well for sure what they had done for me is priceless ! Totally i want to have scholarship then wanna be a successful son that can raised my own parents with my own money ...

to my mom " Mak , iman nak mintak maaf sebab belajar kat malaysia jer "

i know how much she wants me to study abroad and i hope i will someday somehow

So my dog days are over i have a few things to do

of course my happiness hit myself like bullet in the back struck from a great height "sigh

Cheers you life while you still can because you still have to move on and nobody will push you unless you did on you own okay . #iloveyou #adeakukeasahpantikk

crucial

somewhere only we know -#klaine


i just felt like lonely . maybe. a lil. listening to that song makes me felt like i missed my friends . well i just met shafiq hamidon n i missed shah of of course yet lalat and haqim. i'm bored . and i thought that this is the moment i should embraced the time that i have and use it well. i m full with jealousy and my life or i can say is lifeless. i m tired . i wanna die . please animal rock my world can you ? please remember me once a more!

i want to breathe because there's a fire started in my heart~

Get it right

bitch .
#np - get it right (Glee)


hurm . i just wanna expressed my feeling towards you animal. recently bitches , that animal kinda commented on something on somewhere if you were shafiq hamidon. you will know it ! then i was like gosh ! what of a sudden that animal reminded and maybe thinking of me too haha . Don't be jealous okay .!


its like Cinta lama berputik kembali ~


so since i get back from Beijing china i can say that my life is kinda lifeless . i have not done anything yet . i waited for MARA for the interview calling but i didn't get it as they said


maaf permohonan anda tidak berjaya .....

i can say that i felt like someone punched me in my heart and make a big hole inside of me. i keep tweeting bout scholarships and i said i still have FAMA (father n mother scholarship) but of course as a good son like me i don't wanna waste their money on their studies anymore . i mean like i wanna use my own money if i can maybe i should get married a rich guy~ Oops rich gurl

i kinda disappointed bout the scholarship . because maybe in my heart i really wanted to be a teacher . really really wanted to be a hot English teacher . and wanna know something teacher's salary is kinda high nowadays and maybe since the teachers are quite overexposed to the students. get real okay they can get killed with students nowadays are more fierce harsh and full with fuckery attitude . such a fuckery

Back on the animal
i love you
my heart keep skipped a beat when i m talking to you but maybe you just not mine .
since you are so hot and a lot of girls revolves around you so i dont want you to be a Loser like me" oh please! i m hot okay . i don't need you .

i need my own archibald