Decided

Assalamualaikum ...

what's up ? i hope you guys are fine in the arms or the beloved ones .. not only Archie okay jiga ! in the arms of family and friends that love you just the way you are.

So bout my last posting bout that ak. i mean AK for real ! some of my group mate knew the real story bout me loving that person but i tell you what it's time for me to get over it .i called my bitch last night, and he tells me to stop and let it be .i thought that

the more i think of ak, the more i can't get *** out of my life

Finally, i decided to move on and just let it be kan Shafiq Hamidon. cant wait to see you next Saturday.

So, final words to ak,

i'm sorry i can't love you anymore, maybe you just not for me. i can't compete with the other person , maybe you like the other person more than me. i'm backing off,i wanna wait for someone to come to me and say , i love you just the way you are.

i don't wanna be someone that being obsessed with you, trying to impress you every time i sit beside you , it just hopeless, while the other person sit right next to me.i don't wanna be the the middle person hanging and seeking your love while you just say nothing and give me nothing actually" sigh_

GoodbyeAK , i already did over you ...

love Yuna

For the first time...

Okay. this is hurtful, yet painful. My heart was broken literally. About you ak. i knew that we fought and i can't believe you said that to me. i just hate it because you don't even know the whole story of it. You just start to accuse me on something that i' m scared to even tell the person the truth because i need to keep my relationship with that person as one of my friend. Don't you understand ?

We fought ? but too bad you never realize you mistakes. I tried to talk to give you signal or sign that i was not satisfied with you . but still you don't even care, maybe you just the type that don't even care. Who knows? but still after sometimes, when you realize your mistakes, why don't you confront me and tell you that you're sorry for your mistake ? ak ? why ? you just send text that quoting

"i'm sorry , that's the only thing that i can say to you right now."

Is that the best thing you can say ? You so coward ak. You'll never know how i do felt bout you. But still , i think i'm being nice i said that i forgiven you already. Because i still want to keep our relationship goin own. strong. i wish.

And at the moment, i wish we could talk like normal, because i love the way you looked at me, the way you smiled at me, now? it's totally gone after this thing happened. i regret the whole scene and things between us because i wanted to see you smile and talk to me again.

Waiting for you, its like waiting for rain to pass on a deserted biatch island.

This time is hard , and it's making us crazy, don't give up on me baby

For the first time-np

Sometimes, i wish that i never even met you because i hate to fall for you, ak .

IFTAR_JIGA

There's a lot of things happen to me and my group, a lot of things that i don't even know why it is happen ? guide me please okay!

Back to my story, okay meeting jiga yesterday for IFTAR , she picked me up at 6.15 pm wanting to eat at D'one steak because i 'm craving for "tembikai lychee"
P/S : i m not having anyone's child okay Shafiq Hamidon!

At last since all the tables there are fully fucking booked, we ate McD in the car at the Petrol Station !

But still eating with your besties? is the best thing ever Okay jig's

MotherF i love you

So you think i'm a crazy bitch!

hurm ... lemme guess ? i don't think so, i m just being myself! at least i'm not trying to be someone else isn't it ? this past few weeks has been rough for me, a lot of emotional stuff stranded in my mind and i can't even sleep thinking of you ...

my heart skipped a beat whenever i sat beside you.

stop giving me your sweet smile, because i can't wait to kiss you.'

i will always love you AK. although i can't do anything bout it .

yuna

something to be remembered

Peeps. something to be remembered to all my gurlfriends out there : love you

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

nak kena tutup sana, tutup sini

tengok budak lelaki, pakai baju pagoda pon orang x bising

perempuan, stoking pon kena pakai

cuba suruh budak lelaki jadi perempuan satu hari

komfem x tahan bertutup semua

tapi, perempuan cool jek

tengah panas pon boleh lagi pakai jubah, hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

tiap2 bulan, mesti ada penyakit

nak pergi kelas pon susah

cuba tengok budak lelaki , selamber jek

kadang2 setahun sekali pon susah nak dapat sakit

tapi, perempuan hidup berpuluh2 tahun dgn penyakit tiap2 bulan, survive je

tengah2 sakit pon boleh senyum lagi sampai orang pon x perasan yg dia sakit

hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

hati mereka Allah jadikan lembut betul

cepat je sensitif

cuba tengok orang putus cinta

selalu perempuan yg paling susah nak lupa

lelaki lepas putus cinta cepat jek pasang baru

cuba pergi wayang tengok cerita hindustan

siapa yg paling teruk menangis?

perempuan kan?lelaki boleh gelak2 lagi

lembut tak lembut hati perempuan

tapi dengan hati yg lembut tu perempuan dapat mengagumkan lelaki

hebat tak perempuan?

disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni lah, ramai perempuan yg merajuk dengan Allah

diorang cakap, Allah x adil

kenapa Allah lebihkan lelaki?

kenapa perempuan kena dengar cakap suami?

kenapa syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami?

padahal jadi perempuan tu sangatlah susah

bak kata orang, nak jaga 10 anak lelaki, x susah macam nak jaga sorang anak perempuan

dan disebabkan perasaan negatif dekat Allah ni, ramai perempuan2 kat luar sana yg rebel

diorang pakai pakaian yg tidak menutup aurat dengan alasan, 'lelaki x payah tutup pon'

diorang berani bertepuk tampar dengan lelaki

diorang sanggup gadaikan diri diorang sbb percaya dengan janji manis kekasih yg busuk hati

kesian kan kat diorang?

disebabkan fikiran yg negatif terhadap Allah, diorang sanggup rosakkan diri diorang

diorang cakap diorang buat macam tu sbb Allah x adil

persoalannya sekarang

betul ke Allah x adil dengan perempuan?

betul, syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami

tapi, cuba ingat balik, syurga seorang anak lelaki terletak di bawah kaki siapa kalau bukan kaki ibunya?

betul, isteri kena ikut cakap suami

tapi, seorang anak lelaki kena taat pada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama daripada ayahnya

x adil lagikah Allah pada perempuan?

Allah bukan setakat adil, tapi Allah tu sangat sayang kat perempuan

untuk lelaki, syurga isterinya terletak di bawah kakinya

kalau paling banyak dia ada 4 orang isteri

cuma ada 4 orang yg syurganya bergantung pada seorang lelaki tu

tapi perempuan, ditakdirkan ada 15 orang anak lelaki

bermakna ada 15 orang yg syurganya terletak pada seorang perempuan tu

mashaAllah, hebatnya perempuan kan?

kenapa perempuan hebat?sebab kasih sayang Allah yg jadikan kita hebat

cuba dengar pula lagu2 yg berkumandang dekat radio

banyak lagu pasal perempuan kan?

jarang kita dengar lagu pasal lelaki

sayang x sayang Allah tu dekat perempuan, sampai perempuan dikasihi macam tu sekali dekat dunia

masih x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

Allah sebenarnya terlampau adil dekat perempuan

sampaikan disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni

perempuan senang nak masuk syurga

tengok hadis ni

"Apabila

seorang perempuan mendirikan sembahyang lima waktu, berpuasa sebulan

(Ramadhan), menjaga kehormatan dan taat kepada suami, dia akan disuruh

memasuki syurga melalui mana-mana pintu yang dia sukai."

(Hadis Riwayat Ahmad)

x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

oh perempuan, sedarlah

betapa sayangnya Allah padamu

betapa cintanya Allah padamu

tapi, kenapa kamu nak rosakkan diri kamu kerana fikiran2 negatif yg x berasas dekat Allah?

Allah jadikan perempuan tu sebagai hiasan dunia

bayang, dunia yg besar ni, dunia yg cantik ni, kita jadi hiasan

dan seindah2 hiasan tu adalah wanita solehah

love Yuna (a post from a friend on facebook that i wanted to share)

ily-imy ak.

i hope you do understand how much do i felt bout you "sigh ....

love Yuna

Come as you are..

having Caramel Macchiato with Jiga

"i swear that i don't have a gun" -

np yuna's new cover come as you are . My new song okay (perasan)

So bitches. it's been a while since my hot pose on my last posting. i know you miss me right ?

to Jiga :thanks for spending time with me yesterday, i m full. Allhamdulillah.

i don't know what to post but still there's something i been holding in my heart for the past few days. i felt lonely, okay fine i m lonely. i knew there is a person whom going to be extra-excited when he/ she or transgender fuckshit voice mcm haram read this post okay. So back to the topic, after i been to this puncak alam and met new friends i tell you what i still missed my old friends. saser's bitches of course but nowadays i realize that our friendship its like over . so damn fucking over .i wanna cry and for sure i miss every single one of them and still i wish they could be by my side . forever always

but life has to move on kan. at one point i was down because i m scared for my test that i goin to sit for the next day, i called them asking or seeking for spirits but still i don't get what i wanted "sigh... however i call my mom and everything comes back to normal. i love you mom . my lifesaver. and come to think of it, how many times do they call me anyway ?

i remember i call each one of them on one night but i don't remember them calling me like " hi Yuna. ko wat pe ? how's everything . i always knew i was callin someone after he's been in the orientation wondering his condition because i m scared he would end up like me in my fuckin orientation , lonely and pathetic.

just to tell you guys, i got a new scandal shajdjtgidjgkskfddkdd shit. i mean i just like that person nothing more . : to animal screw you fcuking ass i don't need you anymore so high-school. but still i m not goin to be obsessed like before because i believed when i m being obsessed i will screw up my relationship with that person. so peeps that's it i hope it will turn out well okay hunnyB

something to be remembered ,

i am tired to satisfy others while i m the one being unsatisfied with everything. for once i said to my life

i'm precious , i'm hot. i don't need anyone to say that to me. if they want me , come to me ! call me but if you do't want to . its okay i m already gone its you're lost

love Yuna.