Over

Let get this straight,
I can't believe that we are even together.
Albeit, you can hold no longer.
You are just the same as others.

And i finally thought you are different.
Different seems like a big deal to you.
I can't hold any longer.
I'm falling for you but you don't feel the same.

I gotta leave you.
Moving on to find a true love.
The one that will be there for me.
Hold me tight under his warm arms.

Feel his heartbeats.
Well that's a big dream.
And it looks easy for you.
I just start pretending that nothing ever happened between us.

Impossible

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy 

And my heart is broken 

All my scars are open 

Tell them what I hoped would be 

Impossible

I'm falling. I felt your love.

It started when i'm in misr. 

I never thought you gonna Whatsapp me. 

It's kinda weird because i thought i wound never ever be your kind of people.

Then, you being very sweet. nice. I'm melting every conversation we had. 

You never judged me, you listen to every story of mine.

I never expect this thing is gonna happened.

You are kind of out of my league, or i'm the one that are out of yours.

I wish that we could be together. But i knew that would be impossible

The girl you gonna be married to would be lucky. 

Your eyes and words that always tell the truth and every crap of story that i told you, but you listen.

I thought that i confessed but it's too much i guessed.

So we're impossible.

Clarity

Cause you are the piece of me,
I wish i didn't need.

If our love is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?

Today has been hurtful. I kept thinking bout you. Can't stop and won't stop.
I'm typing in the dark wondering if you would ever think about me.
I'm moving on but every time i think about you. It hurts

Cause i thought you're really into me. How is that possible?
I know it's not realistic albeit you treat me like i'm the one and only.
I felt out of this world.

But it's okay. Totally.
I bared it all. I always did.

So,If our loves insanity, Why are you my clarity?

Crush

Hey.

So what's up? i knew that no one is ever gonna read my blog, but i don't even care.
Blogging helps me to express my feelings whenever i wanted to.

Behind every smile, lies a story

I hate to come to a new place. Why? because throughout the journey, i'll meet someone.
Someone that is gonna melt my heart and breaks it at the end.
It hurts.
Truly aching but i bare it all.

I met this guy, i'm being honest.
At first, i kept thinking myself that i would never EVER   fall for him.
Why? 
Duh. No taste at all but i believed that beauty lies on the eyes of beholder.
So, although that person does not looks like hot tumblr guys, but i think he is perfect.

It's totally like Katy Perry and Russell Brand.
I'm katy and he's russell.
Which in the end we both break.
Break? We don't even coupled. It's totally one-sided love.
I'm heartbroken.

Am i that lonely?.
Je veux ton amour


On my way to Istanbul.

Misr. Me

Assalamualaikum.

Hey peeps, it's been a long time since i came around, it's been a long time since i'm back in town.

Where, would in the million years i'll be? Egypt for sure. 

Can't update much since they totally change the blogger into arabic which i still can't understand. 

At first, i thought living and studying there, interacting with the arabs thought me how to speak arabic. Definitely, a big hell to the NO!

I finalized, my medical degree. But only the first year.

Long way to go baby. ISA, i will be expected to become a doctor in the year around 2020, maybe plus with housemanship 

Now, living at home because of summer breaks. 3 months baby.

Later updates, love yuna <3

EGYPT

Get that biatch. So what's up really with my life? This is a true story of memoirs from a diva named Yuna.

Well after kak airin start working back in Ammxius, me just wanna seat back and relax enjoying my life in the fabulous lane at home. Then by stating that i' m just gonna seat back at home, that means that my weight is increasing tremendously. HAH! but yea that's normal to me and yet i just don't care about it. Be happy with your own body okay, I am fiercely  real.- Intoxibellas ANTM

Well enough of my lame life, while waiting for my foundation result, i finally completed my driving license,

That is a big achievement albeit i rarely drive at home since me got no car!

But I once emphasize to my mom;

I WAS BORN TO HAVE A DRIVER, AND NOT TO DRIVE

I'm just being lazy as always.

Just a kiss- Lady Antebellum #nowplaying

Since i really got nothing to tell since some stuff or words are better left unsaid, unexplained because its too complicated. UPU result came out and it was not expected. When i'm so anxious to know what my future will be but to bad i just fell, dropped and i felt like someone stabbed me leaving a hole behind.

I didn't got what i wanted and i really was aiming for chemical industry but they offered me something that is way beyond my abilities which actually off the track of ma life.

I was crying so hard having thoughts in my mind that my life is over, dreadful and lack of happiness extreme of nothingness.

Therefore, why does the Egypt is the main title of this meaningless post of my life, since i might be going there. Fulfilling my dad's dream of wanting one of his son to become a doctor and studying in Egypt. Hell Yeah that lucky child is me! 

Although, i don't actually feel lucky at all because i know that the responsibility is way too much for me and i m not sure if i really can cope with the course since i got nothing to offer. i know i'm a lil bit insecure but actually to me being insecure is all about you yourself preparing in life not to make any single mistakes and making the right decisions. But we are humans created by the almighty Allah, we are not perfect, we are not reaching there and we wont #fact

I' m scared and i wanna clarify that. Having a deeper conversation with my besties about this bizzare event of me taking medic, they are..... hurm i m not sure they are very supportive or not but to be frank i m hesitated because this is the decision that will become my future, any wrong decision will ruin my life forever. not that forever but i just wanna say that if i failed 7 times, i ll rise back eighth! i won't give up because if i m not taking this course i got nowhere to go. i think

Love Yuna.

Written by the persona sobbing and letting words out of his discomfort heart

Family

I'm Working Bebeh!

Assalamualaikum peeps, so today i'm gonna tell you bout the pro and cons of working wif family.

Pro:

• senang tak payah cri keje kat luar
• x waste time
• boleh buat sukahati
• masuk lambat takpe
• help your own family
• duit lastly pegi kat family member jgak!

Con:

• senang nk gaduh
• tapi pk family jgk
• rosakkan relationship
• menyusahkan
• sibling yg bajet bagus
• i m in dilemma
• nak benti la

So you guys decide on your own la!

Love Yuna.