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Guess what? We'r back and we bring the boys out.-snsd

It's been a while, like for real. The last time i was posting bout Katy Perry's touching In Another Life, now i'm merely talking bout my life. By the way, it's 2012 baby.

So what's up with everybody, just fine i guess enjoying our youth while we still can, and for your information i'm officially nineteen, on the last 16 January of course. It's kinda sad thou because i'm not able to celebrate it with my family but the first morning glory of my birthday, got a text from mummy giving her motherly wish and praying for my success. i literally cried. And i know i should not felt insecure and i should always knew that i have my family that always be there for me no matter what.

How am doing, here. Palam. Sucks as hell but i still can bear the pain of backstabbing bitches, nah~ it just how people act here. i learned to accept people from different backgrounds and the one you trust the most become the meanest as it should not be. Please bitch, help me out here. Shafiq is right saying to me that i should not open-up everything because at that moment they will realize your weakness and tend to use it as the main knife. Get it ? it just waiting for the right time.

So how should i deal with it? hurm, IGNORANCE and Self-Awareness. that it. for real

Ignorance, i should ignore the one that mean and does not mean a thing to me and love the one who accept me just the way i am.

Self-Awareness, i should realize that i came to Palam to study and not really to make friends HAHA yeah..... and

Self-Motivation

I should not give-up, without a war,

I should not even bother sarcasm and mean thing that they said,

I should not say mean things to people because what goes around come around. (Karma)

I should be a better person. more matured i guess

I should find a boyfriend, or a girlfriend. it's a choice okay!

I should study my ass off

I should always turn to Allah no matter what happens, good or bad

And i guess that's it

Love Yuna

In another life...

Sorry, is the only words i can say right now for not posting after a long time.

Life is to busy and time is running out.

It's just do it or die.

But in love, and i wish that in another life i would be your girl

Gotcha!

Mr A

I got you :)

The Scientist

This one is my girlfriend(literally). My besties for how many years allready, i malas nak count because i wanted the friendship to goes on hingga ke anak cucu"alahai noqss

Fyi, This is so not Ak. This one is a Bitch, the one as my support system, my backbone that always have my back. Love you bitch! #midonmoment

#now playing - The Scientist (Coldplay)

I guess this is the definition of love, bebeh

"Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard"

Hell yea i'm moved on i guess, kinda. It's sad of course but still i'm missing my Ak for sure. Of couse with his tainted smile and my tainted heart, i m melting baby. Okay enough about Ak, if talk more about it, tears will shed upon my cheeks and i will suicide literally.

So, that's my life!

This week main event! :

> Driving class in Thursday

> QTI in Saturday

> Raya Haji in Sunday

So, please pray for me! i want a driving license hahaha!

Love Yuna.

Heartless

As we get older, wiser and hotter.. aite jiga?

Well i know it's been a while since my last posting.

Assalamualaikum.

From my point of view, i think that finishing your holiday is harder than i thought it would be as i felt lifeless every single day and my routine is getting boring. What should i do then ?

My passion for designing is not going so well because maybe i don't think i do have the time to sketch all the way while keeping Zaara's company throughout the day. i'm kinda pity at my mom since she have to take care Zaara. Like 10 minutes with Zaara, you thought it would be interesting because she is so cute, haha i tell you what, she is becoming a DIVA (tgkla uncle dia kan) become a nanny or having a child its not easy but watching how my mom do it, i did learned how she was very optimistic and patience and brave enough to have me and all of my 4 brothers while my dad working on the ship. i'm proud to be your son mommy and i try my best to never ever let you down.

Driving,

I think i'm gonna start by next week since renewing an L licence is not that easy? thanks to the stupid IMKEDA fuck you hard but still i will finish whatever i started.

AK,

AK did broke my heart yesterday, i mean practically today.He totally played with my heart while i' thought he was giving me a chance or hope. i thought so. definitely not. I tried my E's technique (Bitch you know it aite?) and i realize the real him, he is so not the sweet guy i thought he would be. And i don't know why i'm crying all the way stressing myself just for you. Why don't you ever try to wear my heels and feel how i felt bout you. i m barely crying my voice out to say how much i love you and did you ever recognized it? do you even care ? i bet the answer is NO!

my heart was broken again and guess i m moving on again.. how sucks my life would be or i just don't appreciate what i have ? Allah please do answer me.

Sometimes, if you do have someone that ever love you unconditionally no matter who are you and where you come from or how do you look, please love him or love her back because he/she will always be beside you or support you no matter where you are! especially you miss Jigabellamyorke! appreciate lah sikit MR F he totally love you ok? love him back la haha if i ever have someone as hot as that and love me just the way i am. i m gonna marry him okay totally! fuck me hard now hahahaha

Love yourselves more than you ever expected. Don't beg for love because if it's was not meant to be.. it was not meant to be. Insya-Allah, i hope so i mgoing to the 2nd semester and pray for me love, and i will be hot as ever and you know what "payback is a bitch"

AK and Mr A

watch me!

i'm fighting till my last blood dropped, till i collapsed, till my heard stop beating

Love Yuna

You just don't deserve me.. fuck you! i wanna move on bitch

C.Mitchell

Cute right ? i know jiga taste kau!

So last night was kind of weird while me, jiga and my bitch was talking bout guys.. okay frankly

i wanna make a list "my taste"

-geeky face

-babyface

-mystery guy

-messy hair

oh gosh i don't even know hwy i'm practically posting bout guys but still i'm virgin, and i never done anything that over the boundaries of my own religion, okay what do you expect :

"Islam is a way of life" indeed