something to be remembered

Peeps. something to be remembered to all my gurlfriends out there : love you

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

nak kena tutup sana, tutup sini

tengok budak lelaki, pakai baju pagoda pon orang x bising

perempuan, stoking pon kena pakai

cuba suruh budak lelaki jadi perempuan satu hari

komfem x tahan bertutup semua

tapi, perempuan cool jek

tengah panas pon boleh lagi pakai jubah, hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

tiap2 bulan, mesti ada penyakit

nak pergi kelas pon susah

cuba tengok budak lelaki , selamber jek

kadang2 setahun sekali pon susah nak dapat sakit

tapi, perempuan hidup berpuluh2 tahun dgn penyakit tiap2 bulan, survive je

tengah2 sakit pon boleh senyum lagi sampai orang pon x perasan yg dia sakit

hebat kan perempuan?

siapa kata jadi perempuan tu senang?

hati mereka Allah jadikan lembut betul

cepat je sensitif

cuba tengok orang putus cinta

selalu perempuan yg paling susah nak lupa

lelaki lepas putus cinta cepat jek pasang baru

cuba pergi wayang tengok cerita hindustan

siapa yg paling teruk menangis?

perempuan kan?lelaki boleh gelak2 lagi

lembut tak lembut hati perempuan

tapi dengan hati yg lembut tu perempuan dapat mengagumkan lelaki

hebat tak perempuan?

disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni lah, ramai perempuan yg merajuk dengan Allah

diorang cakap, Allah x adil

kenapa Allah lebihkan lelaki?

kenapa perempuan kena dengar cakap suami?

kenapa syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami?

padahal jadi perempuan tu sangatlah susah

bak kata orang, nak jaga 10 anak lelaki, x susah macam nak jaga sorang anak perempuan

dan disebabkan perasaan negatif dekat Allah ni, ramai perempuan2 kat luar sana yg rebel

diorang pakai pakaian yg tidak menutup aurat dengan alasan, 'lelaki x payah tutup pon'

diorang berani bertepuk tampar dengan lelaki

diorang sanggup gadaikan diri diorang sbb percaya dengan janji manis kekasih yg busuk hati

kesian kan kat diorang?

disebabkan fikiran yg negatif terhadap Allah, diorang sanggup rosakkan diri diorang

diorang cakap diorang buat macam tu sbb Allah x adil

persoalannya sekarang

betul ke Allah x adil dengan perempuan?

betul, syurga perempuan terletak di bawah kaki suami

tapi, cuba ingat balik, syurga seorang anak lelaki terletak di bawah kaki siapa kalau bukan kaki ibunya?

betul, isteri kena ikut cakap suami

tapi, seorang anak lelaki kena taat pada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama daripada ayahnya

x adil lagikah Allah pada perempuan?

Allah bukan setakat adil, tapi Allah tu sangat sayang kat perempuan

untuk lelaki, syurga isterinya terletak di bawah kakinya

kalau paling banyak dia ada 4 orang isteri

cuma ada 4 orang yg syurganya bergantung pada seorang lelaki tu

tapi perempuan, ditakdirkan ada 15 orang anak lelaki

bermakna ada 15 orang yg syurganya terletak pada seorang perempuan tu

mashaAllah, hebatnya perempuan kan?

kenapa perempuan hebat?sebab kasih sayang Allah yg jadikan kita hebat

cuba dengar pula lagu2 yg berkumandang dekat radio

banyak lagu pasal perempuan kan?

jarang kita dengar lagu pasal lelaki

sayang x sayang Allah tu dekat perempuan, sampai perempuan dikasihi macam tu sekali dekat dunia

masih x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

Allah sebenarnya terlampau adil dekat perempuan

sampaikan disebabkan susahnya nak jadi perempuan ni

perempuan senang nak masuk syurga

tengok hadis ni

"Apabila

seorang perempuan mendirikan sembahyang lima waktu, berpuasa sebulan

(Ramadhan), menjaga kehormatan dan taat kepada suami, dia akan disuruh

memasuki syurga melalui mana-mana pintu yang dia sukai."

(Hadis Riwayat Ahmad)

x adil lagikah Allah dekat perempuan?

oh perempuan, sedarlah

betapa sayangnya Allah padamu

betapa cintanya Allah padamu

tapi, kenapa kamu nak rosakkan diri kamu kerana fikiran2 negatif yg x berasas dekat Allah?

Allah jadikan perempuan tu sebagai hiasan dunia

bayang, dunia yg besar ni, dunia yg cantik ni, kita jadi hiasan

dan seindah2 hiasan tu adalah wanita solehah

love Yuna (a post from a friend on facebook that i wanted to share)

ily-imy ak.

i hope you do understand how much do i felt bout you "sigh ....

love Yuna

Come as you are..

having Caramel Macchiato with Jiga

"i swear that i don't have a gun" -

np yuna's new cover come as you are . My new song okay (perasan)

So bitches. it's been a while since my hot pose on my last posting. i know you miss me right ?

to Jiga :thanks for spending time with me yesterday, i m full. Allhamdulillah.

i don't know what to post but still there's something i been holding in my heart for the past few days. i felt lonely, okay fine i m lonely. i knew there is a person whom going to be extra-excited when he/ she or transgender fuckshit voice mcm haram read this post okay. So back to the topic, after i been to this puncak alam and met new friends i tell you what i still missed my old friends. saser's bitches of course but nowadays i realize that our friendship its like over . so damn fucking over .i wanna cry and for sure i miss every single one of them and still i wish they could be by my side . forever always

but life has to move on kan. at one point i was down because i m scared for my test that i goin to sit for the next day, i called them asking or seeking for spirits but still i don't get what i wanted "sigh... however i call my mom and everything comes back to normal. i love you mom . my lifesaver. and come to think of it, how many times do they call me anyway ?

i remember i call each one of them on one night but i don't remember them calling me like " hi Yuna. ko wat pe ? how's everything . i always knew i was callin someone after he's been in the orientation wondering his condition because i m scared he would end up like me in my fuckin orientation , lonely and pathetic.

just to tell you guys, i got a new scandal shajdjtgidjgkskfddkdd shit. i mean i just like that person nothing more . : to animal screw you fcuking ass i don't need you anymore so high-school. but still i m not goin to be obsessed like before because i believed when i m being obsessed i will screw up my relationship with that person. so peeps that's it i hope it will turn out well okay hunnyB

something to be remembered ,

i am tired to satisfy others while i m the one being unsatisfied with everything. for once i said to my life

i'm precious , i'm hot. i don't need anyone to say that to me. if they want me , come to me ! call me but if you do't want to . its okay i m already gone its you're lost

love Yuna.

a hot pose before my lab's experiment

i'm still as usual being hot as always and meet my new friend

"Ashaari Zakaria"

sweet sangat...

Okay. Assalamualaikum!. pftt may god bless you. imy

aishiteru...

new group members


Okay? how are you bloggers rockers ! i missed you guys a lot okay. it's been a while and i know even if i post something only a few people who do cares for me are going to read it but i m not going to blame anyone since, i don't even tell people that i do have blog because there's a few things i don't censor in my blog . okay understand it sweet peeps

so today my roommates did sign out from this foundation course since he got an offer from USIM for tahmidi perubatan. i m not going to be mad at him or anything since he is a nice guy but i wanna tel him ...

"hmm thanks for understanding me . sorii aku tak macam kau . aku tak baca kitab suci al-quran setiap hari setiap malam macam kau .... tapi itu tak bermakna aku tiada agama . aku minat fashion ! adakah aku salah ? teruk sangat ke ? aku suka dengar lagu english from all kind of singers while kau pon pasang lagu nasyid from your phone ? teruk sangat ke aku ni? walaupun aku boleh kata aku jahil bab2 agama tapi taku tak pernah berpaling daripada yang maha esa !

"aku doakan kau bahagia dan inginku memohon maaf jika kelakuan ku ada menyinggung perassanmu mungkin ada aku melanggar dari fitrah diriku sendiri tapi tak mengapa aku tetap bahagia "

UiTM di Hatiku

1^st Day of class in UiTM Puncak Alam

30^th May 2011

8.30 am – 6.00 pm

So Bitches!

I know it’s having been a quite a long time I’m not posting to you guys right? So actually just wanna informed you guys that since MARA fucked up me so heart! I’ve done nothing. I’m just waiting for something to come or maybe something that was fated by the almighty .Qadr. So today was my first class I know its must be exciting right? That night I can’t sleep actually because I been thinking a lot feeling uneasy an my heart skipped a beat every single second. So what goes? The day just gone with the flow as I’m getting ready wearing formal long sleeve slim fit Suave shirt with tight black slack pants! Well sorry mommy I know I’m getting fat but I just can’t help it right? I know I’m fat but it just me I can’t take something that have been with me for such a long freaking of time and grab it from its own fucking life. Hell to the NO! I am proud of who I am and I’m great as what I am right now Okay sweetheart?

Hurm.. what more can i say to you... i IM you but you never reply but to be frank i m tired of waiting for you. it was like waiting for rain in a drought, helpless and nothing.

Wait, wait why suddenly i 'm talking bout you stupid animal ! Geez i'm in a freaking University but you are so Hi School , so takde class okay

but why do i study actually near to your shell. i' m wondering if god wants me to remember you while i wanted to move on with my life okay pleash

To Animal ;

I let it fall , my heart

it was dark and i was over until you kiss my lips and you saved me

my knees were far to weak , without falling to your feet

all the things you say the were never true never true

but i'll set fire to the rain watch it pours as i touched your face ! okay

but still i heard it screaming out your name .

i ll set fire to the rain !

just for you

love yuna

Jealous

Saya cemburu .... animal dgr tak ?
Ape kan daye, kau hanya binatang yang tak beguna ....


Bitch . What the hell i am jealous at? well these days after the SPM results was announced i felt like my life was lifeless .i thought that its going to be great as i was curious what my future will be and now i realized sometimes good things that happened to you its not always going to be repeated. By means , i just want to say that life is not a bed of roses.

So , if you do have a famous social network like FACEBOOK . its good because you can connect with your friends wherever and whenever (NO BOUNDARIES!) but there was time that you guys will be crazy and anxious to read this thing

FUCK YOU BITCH

I mean sometimes kita mesti nak tahu ape perkembangan dunia and what was our friends was doing ? feeling ? in a relationship ker ? Wanna the good stuff ? actually facebook do reveals your true colours ! As the experienced was embracing when i went to my best school ever Saser last monday kot i don't even remember ( too much pressure at the moment) Mdm Zahuren was at the hall saying hi to her and of course a lot of memories with her was back before my eyes and she looked at us ~ i mean me shah and shafiq a quick glanced from top till tow watching what the fuck are we wearing ? and yes i m wearing my fabulous skinny and she said :

Mdm: Nampak bergaya semua eh sekarang ....ye lah dulu sume pakai baju sekolah jer!!

For me what she said was true , What you wear defines who you really are ? kan2 and thats why ade orang invents quotes " Dress to Impress" OKay back to my fuckery, after the spm of course i want a scholarship, i did applied for MARA and with 100 % confident that i thought i will get it . But sadly because there is to many excellent bright student in Malaysia and i didn't have a chance to get meet and greet the sexy interviewer ~

But still my babes got it and i still happy for her ? i mean him sorry ~ The best thing when you guys studying in SASER with the smart Saserians was you guys will read the whole thing they wanna post it in FACEBOOK ! the whole idea of fuckery ~ of course they all will tell

"Oh interview saya pada bla bla bla "
"Saya dpt Mara ! "
"Interview saya dengan JPA"
"Hari ini saya impress kan penemuduga dgn dada saya yg saser "
"Penemu duga bagi saya scholarship sebab saya bagi die rase buah dan bumper saya "


I m tired. i m sad and sometimes i thought that i had my limits but its not it . i can't hold it anymore . Do you guys know how sad it is to be the one standing behind while watching everybody move on starting their run in life . i felt lonely as i being the one whom will just stare and clueless

Statement PANAS!

Ala bapak ko kan kaya ! suroh la die hantar kau pegi belajar over the sea !!!

Hey i call you bitch but that doesn't mean i m not a bitch okay . i don't wanna waste my parents money for my studying because i am scared i can't repay them back well for sure what they had done for me is priceless ! Totally i want to have scholarship then wanna be a successful son that can raised my own parents with my own money ...

to my mom " Mak , iman nak mintak maaf sebab belajar kat malaysia jer "

i know how much she wants me to study abroad and i hope i will someday somehow

So my dog days are over i have a few things to do

of course my happiness hit myself like bullet in the back struck from a great height "sigh

Cheers you life while you still can because you still have to move on and nobody will push you unless you did on you own okay . #iloveyou #adeakukeasahpantikk