Monday, February 28, 2011
friends = bitches
bitches...
i miss you guys like crazy. my heart kept skipping a beat when i 'm thinking bout you guys.
well to be exact that our result is coming. i don't really care whether we have 13 days left or maybe 23 days left by tomorrow, we still going to make it work right ? so i 'm just going to say that whatever the results is, i still love you guys the way i did before and of course now. i know i won't get straight A's because i thought that my effort quite less than others but who knows? if my almighty , Allah the greatest wanted me, myself and I to achieved it, what can i say bout that. but i don't really care actually ...
i admire my friends a lot and to be frank, i looked up to them like the way to express life.
i wanna say that friends in boarding school and regular school are quite difference rather they being called as friends but our bond are much tighter. we know each other feelings, crush just more than favorite foods or drinks.
1) we do hug
2) we help each other when we are in trouble
3) we dance like there is no tomorrow
4) we share our food
5) we do stupid things like dancing in SAL room and recorded it on our phone during
SPM days
6) we share our maggi (instant noodles) together berbungkus2
7) we do stupid stuff
8) we cry together
9) we insulted or meng-drop together
10) we gossip bout a lot of stuff togethes
P/S : bitches .. i miss you call me when you need me and you know what ? i'll be there for you ~
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Updates!
Daddy .. can you buy me this ...
so bitches !
what's up with you guys ? i miss u and now i wonder, if i could get someone to love me right the way i love you and i mean i really love you like you never did before . i just call my bitch a few minutes ago talkin bout life and he said the he hardly gets a holiday since there's a guy drop off work and quit so they lack of guys and me what bout me myself and i like bored to death maybe i will die of boredom by the way next salary is coming and i wanna get a lomo camera . i m fallin for this stuff lomography is sweet baby sweeter than ever..
i WANT one!!
What's up bitch ?
i wanna say this : i love you!
blogging is a way to express your fucking feelings aite ? so don't you guys think that a blog post won't need any comments whether you like it or not ? so to be frank i just wanna say to Jigabellamyorke.
She post it on my facebook...
Thursday, February 24, 2011
-besties-
bitches...
my besties, my love
i' m tired of living these days felt like dying and no so happy like for real..i guess i need a psychiatrist or i need a doctor to hug me like for real. maybe i don't have what Jigabellamyorke have i mean the cute one but i know how it felt when you watch someone from far away and satisfied with it. i mean i knew that okay. like sometimes when that person is very near i just make havoc just to get attention like omg am i so stupid for love you ? that much
well i bet life would not end up like a movies right. Jigabellamyorke have the same dream as me like you met someone but not as planned as it did happens like it just did. you know what i mean right. it so movie love but what i can i do. i can't help it!. love is in the air i guess -jiwangs gediks-
P/S: What hurts the most ??
When that person just don't recoqnize you?
When they don't know how i felt bout you ?
When you never love me like you did before?
When we hope but its so not goin to happen ?
but you know what just screw them ..i got my life to rock on and i will be in the right path someday somehow . so Jigabellamyorke relationship goes bad i mean always go bad but love does not need rush just take your freaking time and enjoy you fucking life!
"calm your tits" and don't lose your fucking Vagina! - you know what i mean rite .. just live your life. -luan legacy- youtube
-you're gorgeous, you don't need someone to show you that- aite ?
love Yuna.
my besties, my love
i' m tired of living these days felt like dying and no so happy like for real..i guess i need a psychiatrist or i need a doctor to hug me like for real. maybe i don't have what Jigabellamyorke have i mean the cute one but i know how it felt when you watch someone from far away and satisfied with it. i mean i knew that okay. like sometimes when that person is very near i just make havoc just to get attention like omg am i so stupid for love you ? that much
well i bet life would not end up like a movies right. Jigabellamyorke have the same dream as me like you met someone but not as planned as it did happens like it just did. you know what i mean right. it so movie love but what i can i do. i can't help it!. love is in the air i guess -jiwangs gediks-
P/S: What hurts the most ??
When that person just don't recoqnize you?
When they don't know how i felt bout you ?
When you never love me like you did before?
When we hope but its so not goin to happen ?
but you know what just screw them ..i got my life to rock on and i will be in the right path someday somehow . so Jigabellamyorke relationship goes bad i mean always go bad but love does not need rush just take your freaking time and enjoy you fucking life!
"calm your tits" and don't lose your fucking Vagina! - you know what i mean rite .. just live your life. -luan legacy- youtube
-you're gorgeous, you don't need someone to show you that- aite ?
love Yuna.
Drama
so bitches ...
what's up ? so quite a long time i had not blogging because i been busy come on bitch trust me really busy.. so i just can't believe yesterday my besties Miss Jigabellamyorke invite me to go to mid valley with farieha and atiqah so that first bright morning i was so happy because i was so damn bored in my new freaking big house that was not full with people. my mom drove me to Bandar Tasik Selatan the lrt station then fariha's dad fetch me to go to atiqah's house which started a drama like real. what can i say! so then we went to mid like usual flash some bitchy pictures in the Alphard then we're like so hungry and went to Kenny's because jiga said that it was nice and it is indeed nice but not so full i mean i was not full because 1/4 of chicken is not enough babe ! i tell y'all so not enough i guess ineed to eat half of that damn chicken. Jiga's being nice because soing some arte de jigabellamyorke studios like very sweet thou. my day cannot be full as we play the bowling but not so fun because we did not enjoy as much as i did with my bitch Shafiq Hamidon and Shah because we ain't gonna care what people say! just screw damn bitches! then the drama's hit again but it so hard to tell because i was there and watching a gurl being just satisfied with just watching someone she loved from far really touch my feeling because i know how she felt and i been there .... i been falling in love with a lot of guys .. wait wait i mean gurls for real okay ~ngee!
like for real sex orientation is not needed ! not for real! then we head back home and i stuck at the freaking SLOW Keretapi Tanah Melayu as i was so fucked up like tin sardin and i saw berok in that train i mean DAMN ! what's he doing here ?? but so what i don't care as long as the skinnies is on i know i 'm hot !
what's up ? so quite a long time i had not blogging because i been busy come on bitch trust me really busy.. so i just can't believe yesterday my besties Miss Jigabellamyorke invite me to go to mid valley with farieha and atiqah so that first bright morning i was so happy because i was so damn bored in my new freaking big house that was not full with people. my mom drove me to Bandar Tasik Selatan the lrt station then fariha's dad fetch me to go to atiqah's house which started a drama like real. what can i say! so then we went to mid like usual flash some bitchy pictures in the Alphard then we're like so hungry and went to Kenny's because jiga said that it was nice and it is indeed nice but not so full i mean i was not full because 1/4 of chicken is not enough babe ! i tell y'all so not enough i guess ineed to eat half of that damn chicken. Jiga's being nice because soing some arte de jigabellamyorke studios like very sweet thou. my day cannot be full as we play the bowling but not so fun because we did not enjoy as much as i did with my bitch Shafiq Hamidon and Shah because we ain't gonna care what people say! just screw damn bitches! then the drama's hit again but it so hard to tell because i was there and watching a gurl being just satisfied with just watching someone she loved from far really touch my feeling because i know how she felt and i been there .... i been falling in love with a lot of guys .. wait wait i mean gurls for real okay ~ngee!
like for real sex orientation is not needed ! not for real! then we head back home and i stuck at the freaking SLOW Keretapi Tanah Melayu as i was so fucked up like tin sardin and i saw berok in that train i mean DAMN ! what's he doing here ?? but so what i don't care as long as the skinnies is on i know i 'm hot !
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Sunday, February 20, 2011
jar of hearts
And who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
-Christina Perri- Jar of hearts
bitch!
i can't sleep ... kept thinking of what is goin to happen i mean i really can't sleep . my heart keep pounding and i need somebody to hug me and tell me that everything is just goin to be fine.i need someone to hold me tight while i m crying out loud and my heart can't said anything anymore since that secret . Jigabellamyorke this is not "gelabah" post okay i m posting how i felt because i don't wanna live a life like this . sad and i can say that my temptation is begging me to slip away my heart kept skipped a beat in a different way i felt ashamed of myself but you know what i just wanna sleep for while . sleep from all this darkness and maybe sleep forever so i do not face this world anymore
Allah pls help me i beg you
i can't sleep ... kept thinking of what is goin to happen i mean i really can't sleep . my heart keep pounding and i need somebody to hug me and tell me that everything is just goin to be fine.i need someone to hold me tight while i m crying out loud and my heart can't said anything anymore since that secret . Jigabellamyorke this is not "gelabah" post okay i m posting how i felt because i don't wanna live a life like this . sad and i can say that my temptation is begging me to slip away my heart kept skipped a beat in a different way i felt ashamed of myself but you know what i just wanna sleep for while . sleep from all this darkness and maybe sleep forever so i do not face this world anymore
Allah pls help me i beg you
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