Thursday, June 6, 2013

Clarity


Cause you are the piece of me,
I wish i didn't need.

If our love is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?

Today has been hurtful. I kept thinking bout you. Can't stop and won't stop.
I'm typing in the dark wondering if you would ever think about me.
I'm moving on but every time i think about you. It hurts

Cause i thought you're really into me. How is that possible?
I know it's not realistic albeit you treat me like i'm the one and only.
I felt out of this world.

But it's okay. Totally.
I bared it all. I always did.

So,If our loves insanity, Why are you my clarity?

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Crush

Hey.

So what's up? i knew that no one is ever gonna read my blog, but i don't even care.
Blogging helps me to express my feelings whenever i wanted to.

Behind every smile, lies a story

I hate to come to a new place. Why? because throughout the journey, i'll meet someone.
Someone that is gonna melt my heart and breaks it at the end.
It hurts.
Truly aching but i bare it all.

I met this guy, i'm being honest.
At first, i kept thinking myself that i would never EVER   fall for him.
Why? 
Duh. No taste at all but i believed that beauty lies on the eyes of beholder.
So, although that person does not looks like hot tumblr guys, but i think he is perfect.

It's totally like Katy Perry and Russell Brand.
I'm katy and he's russell.
Which in the end we both break.
Break? We don't even coupled. It's totally one-sided love.
I'm heartbroken.

Am i that lonely?.
Je veux ton amour


On my way to Istanbul.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Misr. Me

Assalamualaikum.

Hey peeps, it's been a long time since i came around, it's been a long time since i'm back in town.

Where, would in the million years i'll be? Egypt for sure. 
Can't update much since they totally change the blogger into arabic which i still can't understand. 
At first, i thought living and studying there, interacting with the arabs thought me how to speak arabic. Definitely, a big hell to the NO!

I finalized, my medical degree. But only the first year.
Long way to go baby. ISA, i will be expected to become a doctor in the year around 2020, maybe plus with housemanship 

Now, living at home because of summer breaks. 3 months baby.

Later updates, love yuna <3


Tuesday, August 7, 2012

EGYPT



Get that biatch. So what's up really with my life? This is a true story of memoirs from a diva named Yuna.
Well after kak airin start working back in Ammxius, me just wanna seat back and relax enjoying my life in the fabulous lane at home. Then by stating that i' m just gonna seat back at home, that means that my weight is increasing tremendously. HAH! but yea that's normal to me and yet i just don't care about it. Be happy with your own body okay, I am fiercely  real.- Intoxibellas ANTM

Well enough of my lame life, while waiting for my foundation result, i finally completed my driving license,
That is a big achievement albeit i rarely drive at home since me got no car!

But I once emphasize to my mom;

I WAS BORN TO HAVE A DRIVER, AND NOT TO DRIVE

I'm just being lazy as always.

Just a kiss- Lady Antebellum #nowplaying

Since i really got nothing to tell since some stuff or words are better left unsaid, unexplained because its too complicated. UPU result came out and it was not expected. When i'm so anxious to know what my future will be but to bad i just fell, dropped and i felt like someone stabbed me leaving a hole behind.


I didn't got what i wanted and i really was aiming for chemical industry but they offered me something that is way beyond my abilities which actually off the track of ma life.
I was crying so hard having thoughts in my mind that my life is over, dreadful and lack of happiness extreme of nothingness.

Therefore, why does the Egypt is the main title of this meaningless post of my life, since i might be going there. Fulfilling my dad's dream of wanting one of his son to become a doctor and studying in Egypt. Hell Yeah that lucky child is me! 

Although, i don't actually feel lucky at all because i know that the responsibility is way too much for me and i m not sure if i really can cope with the course since i got nothing to offer. i know i'm a lil bit insecure but actually to me being insecure is all about you yourself preparing in life not to make any single mistakes and making the right decisions. But we are humans created by the almighty Allah, we are not perfect, we are not reaching there and we wont #fact

I' m scared and i wanna clarify that. Having a deeper conversation with my besties about this bizzare event of me taking medic, they are..... hurm i m not sure they are very supportive or not but to be frank i m hesitated because this is the decision that will become my future, any wrong decision will ruin my life forever. not that forever but i just wanna say that if i failed 7 times, i ll rise back eighth! i won't give up because if i m not taking this course i got nowhere to go. i think

Love Yuna.
Written by the persona sobbing and letting words out of his discomfort heart











Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Family

I'm Working Bebeh!


Assalamualaikum peeps, so today i'm gonna tell you bout the pro and cons of working wif family.


Pro:
  • senang tak payah cri keje kat luar
  • x waste time
  • boleh buat sukahati
  • masuk lambat takpe
  • help your own family
  • duit lastly pegi kat family member jgak!

Con:

  • senang nk gaduh
  • tapi pk family jgk
  • rosakkan relationship
  • menyusahkan
  • sibling yg bajet bagus
  • i m in dilemma
  • nak benti la


So you guys decide on your own la!

Love Yuna.

Monday, April 16, 2012

SUM 41



I've been here.

Assalamualaikum, peeps and all the blogger rockers according to miss jigabellamyorke. So last Saturday, I went to Sum 41 concert with jiga and her Uniten sweet friend Nae'.

So what actually happened in the first place, Jiga said she wanted to go to the concert of her favorite band which is stated /heh. Then i was like, why don't i hop on and join her too albeit i don't really know the bad but only a song entitled With Me.

Then, the day of the concert arrived and i knew Jiga already has been excited all day long. But i don't feel a thing since i m not really a fan of that band because it's to heavy metal. Nay, not really i still able to enjoy their fantastic guitar performances.

So we had to faced all the long ques and security check then we enter the KL Live. It's been exciting since its not too many people yet and we able to stand in the middle which is like 4 meters away from the stage. Exciting!

After that, Bunkface and One Buck Shot as their opening performance which was so cool and i had a blast listening to their live bands of fucking rock band, and they are always so hot!
WHEWW!.

I Would like to take a chance and post that I LOVE YOU FUCKING SAM BUNKFACE

Too bad we had to wait near an hour for SUM 41 .

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Gotye'



But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know


Somehow deep in my heart i adore this lyrics too much of my life that i should give a fuck about it. The lyrics is entirely true, it's like a true description about relationship whether it's between you and your love, friends or maybe family.

Think about it, read it carefully.
Before you close your eyes, when you are about to go to sleep.
Why not you just once think about thess lyrics.

Love
Yuna.