Over

Let get this straight,
I can't believe that we are even together.
Albeit, you can hold no longer.
You are just the same as others.

And i finally thought you are different.
Different seems like a big deal to you.
I can't hold any longer.
I'm falling for you but you don't feel the same.

I gotta leave you.
Moving on to find a true love.
The one that will be there for me.
Hold me tight under his warm arms.

Feel his heartbeats.
Well that's a big dream.
And it looks easy for you.
I just start pretending that nothing ever happened between us.

Impossible

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy 

And my heart is broken 

All my scars are open 

Tell them what I hoped would be 

Impossible

I'm falling. I felt your love.

It started when i'm in misr. 

I never thought you gonna Whatsapp me. 

It's kinda weird because i thought i wound never ever be your kind of people.

Then, you being very sweet. nice. I'm melting every conversation we had. 

You never judged me, you listen to every story of mine.

I never expect this thing is gonna happened.

You are kind of out of my league, or i'm the one that are out of yours.

I wish that we could be together. But i knew that would be impossible

The girl you gonna be married to would be lucky. 

Your eyes and words that always tell the truth and every crap of story that i told you, but you listen.

I thought that i confessed but it's too much i guessed.

So we're impossible.

Clarity

Cause you are the piece of me,
I wish i didn't need.

If our love is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?

Today has been hurtful. I kept thinking bout you. Can't stop and won't stop.
I'm typing in the dark wondering if you would ever think about me.
I'm moving on but every time i think about you. It hurts

Cause i thought you're really into me. How is that possible?
I know it's not realistic albeit you treat me like i'm the one and only.
I felt out of this world.

But it's okay. Totally.
I bared it all. I always did.

So,If our loves insanity, Why are you my clarity?

Crush

Hey.

So what's up? i knew that no one is ever gonna read my blog, but i don't even care.
Blogging helps me to express my feelings whenever i wanted to.

Behind every smile, lies a story

I hate to come to a new place. Why? because throughout the journey, i'll meet someone.
Someone that is gonna melt my heart and breaks it at the end.
It hurts.
Truly aching but i bare it all.

I met this guy, i'm being honest.
At first, i kept thinking myself that i would never EVER   fall for him.
Why? 
Duh. No taste at all but i believed that beauty lies on the eyes of beholder.
So, although that person does not looks like hot tumblr guys, but i think he is perfect.

It's totally like Katy Perry and Russell Brand.
I'm katy and he's russell.
Which in the end we both break.
Break? We don't even coupled. It's totally one-sided love.
I'm heartbroken.

Am i that lonely?.
Je veux ton amour


On my way to Istanbul.

Misr. Me

Assalamualaikum.

Hey peeps, it's been a long time since i came around, it's been a long time since i'm back in town.

Where, would in the million years i'll be? Egypt for sure. 

Can't update much since they totally change the blogger into arabic which i still can't understand. 

At first, i thought living and studying there, interacting with the arabs thought me how to speak arabic. Definitely, a big hell to the NO!

I finalized, my medical degree. But only the first year.

Long way to go baby. ISA, i will be expected to become a doctor in the year around 2020, maybe plus with housemanship 

Now, living at home because of summer breaks. 3 months baby.

Later updates, love yuna <3